This is literally me. I left school at 16 and I didn't even complete my a levels at all, this was due to severe depression cause by sexual assault. I was in and out of hospital for treatment for about 2 years and by the age of 19 I was discharged. I was so scared on what to do with my life after that. Should I go to uni at the open university (you probably know about the open uni but for those who don't they accept people without a levels) but then what would I study? Should i get an apprenticeship, but it nearly impossible now at my age (I'm 21 now). I had no idea. But this is what im doing now, I found pitman training a diploma school, I'm currently studying for a diploma in executive assistant. I'm learning all these amazing computer skills. After I complete that, I'm going to get work experience either by the NHS working in administration or by contacting the princes trust - I suggest you contact them. There a charity who loads of access to work experience/placements. They also do courses for building confidence and so much more. They will help you to find work or help to decide what you want to do. Hopefully once I get work experience I will move into a hr style role. From there on, i hope to save some money to re take my alevels from an online company called the oxford learning college. After that who knows I might indeed go to the open uni and study something HR or sociological? I don't know. But what I do know from my experience is that you can't worry. You've got to do something. I always feel that employers might look at my gaps and think well what has she done? And I always fear about telling them the truth, that I became mentally I'll because you fear that they won't hire you because they might see you as unable to cope. But I know I'm not alone. And your comment is proof of that. After all actions speak louder than words and the fact that I was able to re pick myself up actually shows how resilient I am. And the fact that your trying to shows that as well. Don't ever be bullied into believing that your too old or too behind. Even though I know how exactly how you feel because I feel it too. But remember this someone might be qualified now and starting a job, they might also have a partner and getting married, if your like me you dont have any of these thing right now, but in ten years time I might be the one with a good job and partner and stable life, and that person who I believe was ahead of me then might actually be divorced, single and jobless. It has nothing to do with age, but everything to do with how hard you work and how hard you want something. Stay strong, do some soul searching, find what you want to do, get a support network, give counselling a try to keep mentally strong and know that you can do it. Your not behind, in fact you've got an amazing story to share more interesting than others. I hope this makes sense. And please know that your post has just helped me in feeling less alone too. Because I too sometimes feel like I've failed or I'm missing something or that I'm deeply behind and that I'm never going to catch up but I'm not alone. And I'm trying so hard and I'm hopeful that i will get there one day. And i know you will too! I really recommend looking either at the open university, oxford learning college and contacting the Princes Trust for help. Both the open uni and oxford learning college don't require alevels to learn with them so that might be good for you. Plus with the open uni you can do the degree part time instead of full time which might help you out with stress. Moreover the at the oxford learning there exams are do by course work and an online examination which again helps to eliminate stress. There are options out there.