Think my best friend might fancy meWatch
Anyways she told me the other week that she made out with a girl whilst she was drunk and she thinks she enjoyed it but she is still straight and the idea of having sex with w a girl disgusts her.. not her being homophobic- she just can’t see herself in that situation and enjoying it.
But when she’s drunk around me she gets a certain type of affectionate and she’s not affectionate at all, but it’s even too much for me like i do get uncomfortable on occasions, and I’m someone who’ll peck their friends in a friendly way. Like one time when we were out drinking I was in bed and I was naked because we’d just been on a night out and I Cba getting pjs on and she jumped in my bed and spooned me and I was like hey bro I’m naked here and she just like laughed it off. Like it didn’t rattle me at the time coz I really don’t care but if she fancies me then it’s just extremely weird.
I don’t know if it’s just because it’s such a transition from when she’s sober to drunk which makes me think oh that’s a bit weird but I can’t bring it up to people for a different perspective because no one else knows she made out with a girl and also if I was to say that I thought she fancied me and it was out in the open, I think it would just be an awkward situation for everyone. Like she’s the girl who tans my body and I’ll get changed infront of her because I genuinely see us as sisters but now I just don’t know