will i ever be happy again?

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yes. i know. we are all lonely. im sure the person reading this feels lonely. but today i came back from sixth form and sat down on the floor in my bedroom and just cried and cried. i feel empty and this is not the first time ive come home to cry like this. i just break into tears because i can't wait for this time of my life to be over, but ive looked forward to this time my whole life. i want to live. i want to be happy. just an 18 year old with no friends. never been in a relationship, really awkward speaking to guys.(so i dont) dont really want a relationship with anyone, i'd rather just have a few good friends but cant seem to find my people. at my sixth form theres literally nobody that i get along with. just loads of small talk. i just don't understand- i've been looking forward to this time of my life my whole life but just not enjoying it.. what do i do? how do i make myself happy? i feel worthless, my confidence gone. just an empty soul. im wasting my life watching it go.. i could die tomorrow.. i should be living
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I can relate, it's been a tough year. No friends, almost non-existent social life. Nobody seems to want to make friends in Sixth Form as two years go fast and they don't see any worth, a bit selfish in my opinion. This is a difficult time for you, embrace your presence and learn to enjoy your own company. I'm awkward with everyone, more so with girls, obviously. It's ok to cry, don't bottle your feelings up, that's unhealthy. I was expecting a lot from Sixth Form considering mine is actually one of the best in the country but it's not something I value much.
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I've been going through a similar issue. I haven't been able to go to school this week because of pressure with the work and emotionally. In many ways I just can't cope with it anymore, and I don't know what's going to happen next.
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