Okay so I’m extremely insecure. About my body and just in general, I’m hoping that maybe someone on here can lend some advice.
I’m 18 years old and a massive virgin. Never had sex, never kissed anyone etc. I’m also bisexual. Anyways, I don’t like my body. I want to change it. I’m what they call “skinny fat”. I’m fat but skinny at the same time 😂 sounds ridiculous but it’s unfortunately a common body type amongst men. I have barely any muscle, so I look really skinny with a shirt on, but I actually have fat all around my chest and stomach. I definitely want to change, but I don’t know how. Like, should I build more muscle, or try and lose fat etc. I want to try and change myself starting in the new year (I.e tommorow) but I just don’t know where to start.
I also have certain “issues” with my penis. I have forcyde spots on the back of my penis, and sometimes they’re less noticeable sometimes they aren’t sometimes they’re bigger etc. And it’s not exactly pleasant to look at. I also have PPP (pearly penile pauples) on the head of my penis (not a lot of them though) which also makes me insecure. I don’t know how to get rid of them so I’d appreciate it if someone could tell me 😂 also - both guys and girls, would you be put off having sex with someone who has PPP and forcyde spots?