It's the end of the line, I am likely going to fail all four of my modules

I have posted before, I was the guy who was having difficulty with the computer science course I am doing. I'm in my first year, which is so embarrassing and I feel literally disgusted with myself, I can't even look at myself in a mirror without feeling nauseated.

I have neurological problems as well as mental health problems, so my concentration and cognitive functioning is often hugely affected. I just haven't had the health nor the ability to do this course.

Well, it turns out that I'm actually struggling more than ever before. All four modules I have no idea what I'm doing, plus I have exams coming up very soon. I fear that I am finished, there is no chance of any recourse, redemption or otherwise.

One of the modules is not eligible for resits, so fail that module? You fail the year, it's as simple as that.

I am ready to walk out of my apartment forever and never come back. University was the biggest mistake of my life.