Not sure if I'm posting this in the right place but I'll go ahead anyway.
I just started a new job after graduating uni last year and have been feeling a bit out of place to say the least. I'm technically not the only Muslim there but I am the only practicing one in my team. I'm not even that strictly religious (I don't wear hijab, I dress fairly western but still modest, etc.) but I just feel quite awkward. My team arranges to go to the pub every week and I obviously can't go because I'm just not comfortable in that kind of environment (I tried going back in freshers week of uni and absolutely hated it). I don't really have a problem with them socialising, it is office culture, after all. There are a couple of other muslims in my team but they don't practice it (e.g. neither fasted during Ramadan and one of them drinks alcohol). So when they go to the pub and my other colleagues ask why I can't go (i.e. "X goes to the pub and is Muslim, why can't you come along?"), it puts me in a very awkward situation.
I'm not quite sure why I'm even posting this but was wondering if anyone had some kind of advice. I don't want things to be changed for me if everyone else is ok with it. But I can't help but feel a bit sad that I'm not getting to know everyone. I feel like it's making me come across as really anti-social when everyone else in my life will agree I'm the complete opposite! It just felt like it was easier at uni because people seemed to be more understanding and we'd just go out for meals or do other social activities instead.