Hi, all I will be deadly honest this is post is going to be a rant about my experience applying to medicine over the last 2 years.
2021 - 3 rejections one interview offers then formal offer from lancaster, I was over the moon getting into Lancaster and couldn't wait for it all however CAGs came around which ended up screwing me meaning I had lost my only chance that year into medicine.
2022 - Decided to resit my A levels 4 rejections and no interview offer all citing academics not being good enough for the course. So went through UCAS extra and got onto b991 at Bradford. Right now, I have practically lost all motivation I know it's very early on to just feel like this but I just feel hopeless. With the Bradford transfer course, I've heard only 3 people got in last year, and given the nature of the course id probably have to go along for the full four years and by then get into a med uni so by the end of it all its 81k just in tuition fees and no maintenance loan. By that point, we are not even considering the mental toll that would take, socially you are so far behind everyone else of your peers financially you're down the hole nearly 100k and will have exhausted much of your financial support student loans have wacked up interest rates to 12 percent now i know that you don't really end up paying it all back but its the accept of them still taking a large cut of it all.
The only reason I wanted this career was to help those who were in a state of need, to use my skills to actually make a positive impact on some ones life yet no matter what i try to do a door gets slammed in my face. It breaks me when I speak to people and find out that their main reason for medicine was either their parents forced them into it or they just want to switch straight away to private only using the money to justify it all.
I know this post will definitely annoy people , but id like to clarify that I have nothing against anyone with an offer I am sure that a lot of hard work and motivation went behind securing that place , but I just feel that it is such a shame that so many people are able to slip the net and get into medicine with the wrong intentions and motications.