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my life has gone to **** tbh.

lost alot of friends, and it's come to the point where I question my impact on this planet. every night I'm up thinking bad thoughts, and considering ending it all. But my cousin recently ending it, and everyone in my family just berated him. the fight I'm fighting has been a long one, and I'm scared I might be losing.

idk what I want anymore.
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(Original post by Wannabevetnurse)
my life has gone to **** tbh.

lost alot of friends, and it's come to the point where I question my impact on this planet. every night I'm up thinking bad thoughts, and considering ending it all. But my cousin recently ending it, and everyone in my family just berated him. the fight I'm fighting has been a long one, and I'm scared I might be losing.

idk what I want anymore.
I’m in the same situation as you don’t worry. In addition to this I just had my paper 1 exam for a levels and I did awful. I’ve never done so bad in my life. I wanted to end it all right after the exam I just cried so much in the toilet as I was walking home I just walked in the middle of the road, every time a car passed I wanted to step in front of it. I just imagined on results day I see I failed and that would be the end of it all. But no! You have to block out these negative thoughts you need to focus on the positive. Even when there seems nothing there os the most simple things of perhaps imagining Yourself with your first little puppy or perhaps finally getting your first car. Or even your first kiss or something. Imagine these good moments that are yet to come and use them to motivate you to keep going. Remember that you can do it you just need to make sure that you do.
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hey im not a therapist but i want to help you in any way, here are some links:
https://www.supportline.org.uk/problems/suicide/
https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/fee...idal-thoughts/
https://zerosuicide.edc.org/
https://www.kooth.com/
OR call 116 123, text SHOUT to 85258
i promise your hardship will end, im here to talk.
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