feeling mehWatch this thread
it's definitely hit me since a-levels finished, left me with a bit of a hole in my life I've been so consumed by them for months and months, and then they're just over overnight. I'm probably not going to uni in September either. so it's just kinda put me in this space where I'm feeling a little, idk lost? for lack of a better word.
like at this moment in time, and for the foreseeable future, I'm just kind of here. I'm not really doing anything, working 20 hours a week, seeing my friends like once or twice a week. I don't seem to have any hobbies anymore, idk where they went lol. I don't have nearly as many friends as I used to. I don't really know what I am or what I'm doing.
again I'm not even sad, I don't really know how to describe what I'm feeling. it's not really sadness. I've just been sat in my garden for 30 mins listening to jazz and lofi music and thinking.
I don't know, I'm not the most articulate, just felt like a little of a vent post.
I'd say wait it out and try to understand why you feel the way you do. Continue having your musings in the garden, and maybe write them out on a piece of paper. I did that once, and then ripped the piece of paper up and it felt quite cathartic.
Hopefully this helps