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You can still be straight and have a preference for guys who are a certain way and be lesbian and have a preference for guys who are a certain way. Like you preferences for shoes
And the way I see it. I dont think you had the intentions of expecting the Weekend to be hot. It's okay if you do or dont.
Maybe you can to explore new sides of men or women (I dont know what restrictions) muslims have)
I read you cant be anything other than straight so maybe ask a gay friend how they knew they didnt like the opposite gender sexually.
Or maybe look into lesbian porn. How about asking yourself "what gave me the idea I might not like men"
With me. I'm bisexual. Meaning I like men and women but I thought I was lesbian about two years ago beacuse I wasn't attracted to men anymore, I still had a preference but it wasn't like I would be sexually attracted to them.
I knew I could be attracted to women because sometimes. And I kind of fantasized what it would be like with a woman. I've never been in a real relationship with a woman but I know I can be attracted to them.
When I started dating my boyfriend, I realized I was starting to look for something different in a guy. Knowing how to actually connect with them. So it was like a "find the right man and you'll get back on track"
BUT!!! Its not like that for everyone and you kind of have to explore your people to know.
and generally guys scare me