05/08/22: Today, I feel the exact same, I guess what worries me is that I know I am capable of achieving good results, but when I compare myself to others, it lowers my self-esteem because I am constantly trying to compare my abilities to another individual, I need to stop doing that, but it's hard not to. I guess the only thing that's keeping me going is my prayers and the faith I have in how much I revised for my subjects. 😣