as the comments emonstrate, the ideal size thing is just a self imposed myth, there's really nothing wrong with being a certain weight. like in terms of attraction a lot of ppl are attracted to different things, you're fine! all that matters in regards to weight is confidence and keeping yourself healthy, 35kg is underweight so id def recommend seeing a GP, but just care about that for your own sake, people will still be attracted to u either way! ur beautiful, promise! ♥️