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I have suffered with anxiety for pretty much the last ten years, I'm 21 now. And have always found alot of social situations difficult. Not that I avoid them, I do try my hardest to force myself to go out.. and usually once I get past the anxiety I feel fine and enjoy myself.
But recently I have met an amazing guy, I think we could be good together. But I'm worried, new and scary situations such as this make my anxiety so much worse, and I've started trying to find excuse to get out of the plans we make. He has been really understanding so far (I havent told him about my anxiety problems yet) but I do think eventually he's going to get bored and move on.
I'd really appreciate any helpful/good advice. Thankyou.