Please keep anon because its embarrasing & people I know use TSR.
I was at my previous school from yrs7-11. In years 7 & 8 I wasn't really sure of myself and kept moving around friendship groups. In yr9 I realised which group of girls [school was all girls] I wanted to be friends with. Trouble was they were already extremely good friends and so didn't really take much notice of me. I loved hanging round with them at school, made me feel really good about myself. However they never included me in stuff they did outside of school e.g. going to parties. I tried talking to one of the girls about it [who I was quite good friends with] but she didn't really seem to understand how much it would mean to me to be part of their group.
And now, moving schools for 6th form has exerberated the problem. Although I'm not unhappy at my new school by any means, and I have made friends I know they could never replace the group at my old school and I miss them all dreadfully. It hurts so much knowing how much I miss them all and that chances are they have hardly thought about me. Saturday nights are horrible knowing that they are out somewhere having a great time whilst I'm at home. And then seeing the photos on facebook the next day.
I wish I could explain to them how much I miss them all & would literally do anything to join in their social activities, especially now I don't get to see them everyday. I've tried the whole "oh they aren't worth it" and I've tried moving on but its not working and I've just ended up feeling more depressed about it all, I've cried so much about it. I really don't know what to do because it hurts so much
...for the 2nd time this year