As the title says, nothing's actually wrong, which makes it extremely hard to know where to begin here!
I suppose this is a typical "lonely fresher" thread in some ways... I'm extremely lonely at the moment. Just started uni, and have made a couple of friends, sort of... as in, they're lovely people, easy to talk to... but somehow it ends up so I only see them about an hour overall each week! And they never go out... In my course I thought I'd made some good friends but for some reason they've excluded me... I guess in my attempt not to seem this desperate lonely person they ended up having no idea how much I needed their company :/ Anyway, have no idea what's going on there. Joined a couple of societies, and that hasn't worked either... Whenever I've gone out with people, it's been fine, but contact's always ended up fizzling out. I have no idea what I'm doing wrong, but there's obviously something!
My friends from back home have been my absolute lifesavers, but other than that, I'm finding myself on the computer for hours on end each day, completely demotivated and completely apathetic. I can't bring myself to think about work, I can hardly drag myself out of bed after thirteen hours sleep... This isn't me, at all, I'm used to making the most out of life. I'm not desperate to go home or anything, and in fact am usually happy with my own company, but this is no way to live life, endlessly staring at a computer screen, not getting on with work, not doing anything... I could have been in a coma for the last two months and got about as much out of life as I have been recently...
I have no idea what I'm asking here :/ Has anyone been in a similar position? I know the whole friends thing just takes longer for some people than others, but how on earth do I shake myself out of this very negative cycle of sleep-eat-computer-eat-computer-eat-sleep so I can actually do something about it? It's not as easy as "go for a walk" when I can't even summon the motivation to make myself some tea... :/