Sorry, no proper post this week. I'm not doing well at all, nearly killed myself a few days ago, absolutely not coping with school and just generally feeling awful. No major updates apart from getting sent a fee status questionnaire by Cambridge which is the hardest one to fill out so far that I'm absolutely losing it stressed out about because it's so unweildy and complicated I have no idea if my 12 pieces of evidence are the right things or not, and then it also turns out I can't put 12 things on the form so I have to email them but they're closed for the weekend now. Anyways, everything sucks, struggling to find any single reason to keep living right now.