Can I get access to my GCSE English Exam paper even two years after I've done it?

I want to see what I wrote. Like I REALLY REALLY want to see can't stop thinking about it, it really bothers me. Or is it impossible? If possible, how would I go about doing it??
I think my exam board was edexcel

You just need to email your schools examinations officer. You can get all ur papers back for free, but without markings. If you want to see ur marking it costs money. So just email them, and ask if they can send ur paper, be specific which ones you want back and they will email it to you.

You can't. It's too late. For summer 2023 GCSE exams you can get access to scripts from Edexcel until 15 December 2023.