Getting Kathy fit again. Take II
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Hi people.
I want to start a blog to hear a bit more from your opinion and some comments.
My goal is be back to as good fitness as possible and gaining some weight in a healthy weight
Short background
1. I am a former athlete (basketball and running from mid school to mid 20's).
2. I was always extremely underweight, even when I was fit. As a matter of fact, now is my best weight (except right after I quit the pill). I'm 164cm and weight 42kg.
3. I had a knee injury from a car accident (torn ACL and meniscus, didn't have the surgery on the ACL, only the meniscus). Have been using a knee brace since.
4. A few months ago I had some sort of unexplained vertigo, still not explained but suspected heart issues. Still doctors are not sure. Yet, I passed every test, so the conclusion is that it is nothing to worry about, but to go back if something reoccurs.
Anyway. My plan is to go back to gym and working on my fitness slowly.
Goal 1 : Gain weight
Goal 2 : Regain fitness
Goal 3 : Leg recovery
Day 1
5AM : 1.5KM walk*2 15min break for stratches again, just for fun because the weather was good.
Around 3PM short home-gym session. Working on hands mostly:
Push-ups 5sessions of 15 (1min break between sessions)
Weights (3kg) 5 sessions of 20 *3 different exercises on different muscles. (30 seconds break between sessions, 1 min. break between exercises types).
Around 7PM cycling for about an hour. I don't usually cycle at night but it was very hot during the day.
Breakfast : A cup of coffee and chocolate candy + Toast with gem.
Snack : Tahini and nuts snack-bar
Lunch : Vegan Pizza slice and vegie soup
Snck : Ginger sweets
Supper : Shuba Salad (I rearly eat fish and eggs, and this meal had both, and mayo, but I had to eat it because it was a roomates birthday and his mom prepared it and I really don't like upsetting people, and honestly I did enjoy it).
Tomorrow will try to run a bit.
I want to start a blog to hear a bit more from your opinion and some comments.
My goal is be back to as good fitness as possible and gaining some weight in a healthy weight
Short background
1. I am a former athlete (basketball and running from mid school to mid 20's).
2. I was always extremely underweight, even when I was fit. As a matter of fact, now is my best weight (except right after I quit the pill). I'm 164cm and weight 42kg.
3. I had a knee injury from a car accident (torn ACL and meniscus, didn't have the surgery on the ACL, only the meniscus). Have been using a knee brace since.
4. A few months ago I had some sort of unexplained vertigo, still not explained but suspected heart issues. Still doctors are not sure. Yet, I passed every test, so the conclusion is that it is nothing to worry about, but to go back if something reoccurs.
Anyway. My plan is to go back to gym and working on my fitness slowly.
Goal 1 : Gain weight
Goal 2 : Regain fitness
Goal 3 : Leg recovery
Day 1
5AM : 1.5KM walk*2 15min break for stratches again, just for fun because the weather was good.
Around 3PM short home-gym session. Working on hands mostly:
Push-ups 5sessions of 15 (1min break between sessions)
Weights (3kg) 5 sessions of 20 *3 different exercises on different muscles. (30 seconds break between sessions, 1 min. break between exercises types).
Around 7PM cycling for about an hour. I don't usually cycle at night but it was very hot during the day.
Breakfast : A cup of coffee and chocolate candy + Toast with gem.
Snack : Tahini and nuts snack-bar
Lunch : Vegan Pizza slice and vegie soup
Snck : Ginger sweets
Supper : Shuba Salad (I rearly eat fish and eggs, and this meal had both, and mayo, but I had to eat it because it was a roomates birthday and his mom prepared it and I really don't like upsetting people, and honestly I did enjoy it).
Tomorrow will try to run a bit.
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Reply 1
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What are your dietary preferences, and do you have any restrictions?
What are your dietary preferences, and do you have any restrictions?
Reply 2
Kathy89
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Original post
by SmackIn.
What are your dietary preferences, and do you have any restrictions?
What are your dietary preferences, and do you have any restrictions?
I don't really have any restrictions, prefer mostly vegan diet.
When I was a strict vegan it was the best time for me health-wise.
I'm allergic to black pigment food dye (one of them at least) and had some food allergies in my childhood that I don't know the source of...
I was very picky eater when I was younger. Now I eat a lot of different things and like trying new things.
Reply 3
Kathy89
OP
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Day 2
5AM woke up and had some tea
6AM : 0.5KM walk, 0.5KM run, 0.5KM walk, 0.5KM run, 0.5KM walk. Well, I walked more because I had to get to the starting point ect, but that I don't count.
around 6PM when I got home, I worked out on pull ups, crunches (both bicycle and regular) 5 takes of 15 each. Did some Yoga too.
Food
Breakfast : Oatmeal with gem
Snack : some nuts
Lunch ; Large baked vegies and beans salad, and some fresh salad + fresh orange juice.
Supper : Mint tea and a orange and carrot cake (took two slices, I loved it)
Also I ate some fresh and cut fruits during the day at work.
5AM woke up and had some tea
6AM : 0.5KM walk, 0.5KM run, 0.5KM walk, 0.5KM run, 0.5KM walk. Well, I walked more because I had to get to the starting point ect, but that I don't count.
around 6PM when I got home, I worked out on pull ups, crunches (both bicycle and regular) 5 takes of 15 each. Did some Yoga too.
Food
Breakfast : Oatmeal with gem
Snack : some nuts
Lunch ; Large baked vegies and beans salad, and some fresh salad + fresh orange juice.
Supper : Mint tea and a orange and carrot cake (took two slices, I loved it)
Also I ate some fresh and cut fruits during the day at work.
Reply 4
Kathy89
OP
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Day 3
A pretty weak day. Was too busy to do the things I planned for the fitness routine.
5AM, woke up, drank some green tea and went for a walk 30 min. fast walk, 10 min. run, 50 mins fast walk back home.
Took a shower and went to work (driving). Had some coffee and croissant for breakfast.
~10AM had a Twix bar.
During the day drank 4 cups of coffee (total of 5) and ate some cookies = meetings with customers.
~4:30PM had a vegan buritto
Got home at 9PM.
Now too tired to do anything fitness related.
A pretty weak day. Was too busy to do the things I planned for the fitness routine.
5AM, woke up, drank some green tea and went for a walk 30 min. fast walk, 10 min. run, 50 mins fast walk back home.
Took a shower and went to work (driving). Had some coffee and croissant for breakfast.
~10AM had a Twix bar.
During the day drank 4 cups of coffee (total of 5) and ate some cookies = meetings with customers.
~4:30PM had a vegan buritto
Got home at 9PM.
Now too tired to do anything fitness related.
Reply 5
Kathy89
OP
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Day 4
Woke up at 5AM, drank some tea and drove to the pool.
Swam 25m *4 takes. I'm scared to get tired in the pool so I took long breaks between takes.
It was all I did fitness related because later I had a mild migraine. Maybe I will go out for a walk soon.
Breakfast (after pool) - coffee with a loaf of bread and cheese, a loaf of bread with orange spread.
Snack - peanut bar
Lunch - Pizza 2 slices (was at the office and people there wanted pizza so I joined)
later a migraine hit me so I took a pill and rested a bit before going back to work. After work on my way back home I had a snack of some salty and spicy nuts.
Supper - potato dumplings and vegie salad.
I actually think I should eat more, but I'm not hungry and don't want to push more food into me. I don't count calories, but it looks like I should eat more...
Woke up at 5AM, drank some tea and drove to the pool.
Swam 25m *4 takes. I'm scared to get tired in the pool so I took long breaks between takes.
It was all I did fitness related because later I had a mild migraine. Maybe I will go out for a walk soon.
Breakfast (after pool) - coffee with a loaf of bread and cheese, a loaf of bread with orange spread.
Snack - peanut bar
Lunch - Pizza 2 slices (was at the office and people there wanted pizza so I joined)
later a migraine hit me so I took a pill and rested a bit before going back to work. After work on my way back home I had a snack of some salty and spicy nuts.
Supper - potato dumplings and vegie salad.
I actually think I should eat more, but I'm not hungry and don't want to push more food into me. I don't count calories, but it looks like I should eat more...
Reply 6
Kathy89
OP
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Day 5
~6AM - Running 1km on the beach. Slow run.
~3PM - Working in some weights
~7PM - Cycling for 30 min.
Breakfast (after running) - 2 bananas, a cup of tea and a vegan yogurt with fruits.
Snack - some sweets
Lunch - Soup, rice with fried vegies and beans + large salad.
Supper (now) - Baked potatoes and some vegan cheese.
Later will drink some tea, maybe with some sweet,
~6AM - Running 1km on the beach. Slow run.
~3PM - Working in some weights
~7PM - Cycling for 30 min.
Breakfast (after running) - 2 bananas, a cup of tea and a vegan yogurt with fruits.
Snack - some sweets
Lunch - Soup, rice with fried vegies and beans + large salad.
Supper (now) - Baked potatoes and some vegan cheese.
Later will drink some tea, maybe with some sweet,
Reply 7
Kathy89
OP
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Day 8
After 2 days off because of a mix of migraine and asthma. The second time I had an asthma attack, the previous time was 5 years ago. But this time I knew what it was and stopped it early. It's more of a seasonal allergy that acts like an asthma with coughing and feeling like my trachea is very narrow and air barely coming through. So I took Ventolin and rested for the two days, today was great so I tried to do more exercises.
6AM went for a walk until 8AM. I didn't even measured how much did I walk, but 1 hour walk each way is great.
2PM did some exercises for leg recovery for my left leg and weights for my right leg.
6PM 5*5 pull ups, some weight exercises for the arms and some exercises for the ankles.
9PM went for a relaxation swim and sauna.
As for nutrition, I ate much better this time
5AM - a toasted bread slice with chocolate and Banana
8AM - a protein bar
10AM - some nuts
2:30PM - Mushroom soup, potato pure, seiten stake and a large salad and fresh orange juice
7PM - fruit salad, tea
10PM - tea and sweets
I also drank 3 cups of coffee during the day.
I don't know how to reduce caffeine intake while I work, also I am not sure it is bad for me to drink that amount of coffee. Like I heard it might trigger migraine, but I think that mine is weather related (and hormonal).
After 2 days off because of a mix of migraine and asthma. The second time I had an asthma attack, the previous time was 5 years ago. But this time I knew what it was and stopped it early. It's more of a seasonal allergy that acts like an asthma with coughing and feeling like my trachea is very narrow and air barely coming through. So I took Ventolin and rested for the two days, today was great so I tried to do more exercises.
6AM went for a walk until 8AM. I didn't even measured how much did I walk, but 1 hour walk each way is great.
2PM did some exercises for leg recovery for my left leg and weights for my right leg.
6PM 5*5 pull ups, some weight exercises for the arms and some exercises for the ankles.
9PM went for a relaxation swim and sauna.
As for nutrition, I ate much better this time
5AM - a toasted bread slice with chocolate and Banana
8AM - a protein bar
10AM - some nuts
2:30PM - Mushroom soup, potato pure, seiten stake and a large salad and fresh orange juice
7PM - fruit salad, tea
10PM - tea and sweets
I also drank 3 cups of coffee during the day.
I don't know how to reduce caffeine intake while I work, also I am not sure it is bad for me to drink that amount of coffee. Like I heard it might trigger migraine, but I think that mine is weather related (and hormonal).
Reply 8
Kathy89
OP
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It's been a good 5 last days nutrition-wise and fitness-wise.
Despite being in a low mood overall I managed to do a lot of healthy stuff.
One day we were celebrating a friend's birthday in a park. There was a playground and I joined a bunch of kids playing basketball (kids 12-15 y/o). It was nice they allow me to join and I managed to play well. I miss jumping more and playing more aggressively, but it was just enough for my leg and it was the most pleasant thing there... I don't like socializing much but I like playing basketball. The guys called me when the food was ready so I had to leave the players but it was just the amount of fun I needed.
The other day I went to the gym. I increased the intensity of the training. Despite feeling a bit lightheaded afterwards (mostly migraine thing) I felt good overall. The next day I reduced the intensity and worked more on rehabilitation.
Today I walked a lot and cycled. Tomorrow and the day after I have a lot of meetings so I'm not sure I'd be able to do much but I prepared food so I could take it with me in the mobile fridge case. Hope it will last till 6PM.
I increased the amount of protein and fruits I eat during the day and hope it will work better for me.
Despite being in a low mood overall I managed to do a lot of healthy stuff.
One day we were celebrating a friend's birthday in a park. There was a playground and I joined a bunch of kids playing basketball (kids 12-15 y/o). It was nice they allow me to join and I managed to play well. I miss jumping more and playing more aggressively, but it was just enough for my leg and it was the most pleasant thing there... I don't like socializing much but I like playing basketball. The guys called me when the food was ready so I had to leave the players but it was just the amount of fun I needed.
The other day I went to the gym. I increased the intensity of the training. Despite feeling a bit lightheaded afterwards (mostly migraine thing) I felt good overall. The next day I reduced the intensity and worked more on rehabilitation.
Today I walked a lot and cycled. Tomorrow and the day after I have a lot of meetings so I'm not sure I'd be able to do much but I prepared food so I could take it with me in the mobile fridge case. Hope it will last till 6PM.
I increased the amount of protein and fruits I eat during the day and hope it will work better for me.
(edited 1 year ago)
Reply 9
Kathy89
OP
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So this week was good too. Although it was too hot to do anything outdoors I did go to gym and pool.
Apparently I overworked on my arms. I have a twitching and aching biceps and brachialis... probably too much swimming and some basketball practice so it was really too much, although it didn't felt too much but anyways, I'm resting the arms for a few days to see the process.
Nutritionwise it was good too, but I'm not hungry... I have to force myself to eat which I don't like to do. I guess it's the weather.
Apparently I overworked on my arms. I have a twitching and aching biceps and brachialis... probably too much swimming and some basketball practice so it was really too much, although it didn't felt too much but anyways, I'm resting the arms for a few days to see the process.
Nutritionwise it was good too, but I'm not hungry... I have to force myself to eat which I don't like to do. I guess it's the weather.
Reply 10
Kathy89
OP
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Today I am sick.
I think I'm cursed... The moment I'm doing good something has to f*ck up everything, either car accident, unexplained vertigo, now a combination between asthma and a flu. My nose is stuffed and I can't talk without coughing my lungs out, my head hurts and I'm dizzy. I took 4 meds now, hopefully it will help and I could start eating something.
Season changing is the worst.
I think I'm cursed... The moment I'm doing good something has to f*ck up everything, either car accident, unexplained vertigo, now a combination between asthma and a flu. My nose is stuffed and I can't talk without coughing my lungs out, my head hurts and I'm dizzy. I took 4 meds now, hopefully it will help and I could start eating something.
Season changing is the worst.
Reply 11
Kathy89
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After a week without training at all. I was gradually back to normal routine.
Still not 100% healthy. The asthma is still kinda there, I mean there is still discomfort while breathing deeply and sometimes I have mild coughing attacks, but I can train in the gym pretty easily and yesterday went swimming.
I work a lot more now, with much more travels introducing more of our new products to clients, so much less time to train but still I do find time to go to the gym.
Still not 100% healthy. The asthma is still kinda there, I mean there is still discomfort while breathing deeply and sometimes I have mild coughing attacks, but I can train in the gym pretty easily and yesterday went swimming.
I work a lot more now, with much more travels introducing more of our new products to clients, so much less time to train but still I do find time to go to the gym.
Reply 12
Kathy89
OP
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I'm doing very well lately.
I gained some weight. I'm 44kg now (empty stomach before training, so even if I lost 1kg during training, which is not logical, I still gained some weight).
I'm very careful with cardio training now. Docs suspect my vertigo might be cardio-vascular after all. Still waiting for a scheduled visit to a cardiologist and starting stress testing and longer term monitoring. Meanwhile, lighter training and more recovery training. More working on diet and good habits which I already do anyways.
My housemate (the girl I share a floor with) suggested it could be post covid complication because cardiac problems are a common complication. I tend to agree if it turns out I do have some cardiac issues.... I would never suspected it actually because I was always an athlete and did the cardiac tests at least twice a year, even after quitting active sports. I did that when I registered to the gym all the previous times for recovery (from the knee injury) and for regaining fitness the last time.
This time I didn't do it yet because I am not fit yet. When I just started, before the vertigo, I just assumed I was fit enough to start from 0, so didn't pay for the full fitness test.
Anyways, working on some weights and abs makes me look less like a skeleton. I hope this summer I could gain enough to feel good in a swimsuit. My ideal weight goal is 48-50kg (I'm 164cm) I know it is still underweight but I'm realistic, gaining 10kg in a few months is not realistic.
I gained some weight. I'm 44kg now (empty stomach before training, so even if I lost 1kg during training, which is not logical, I still gained some weight).
I'm very careful with cardio training now. Docs suspect my vertigo might be cardio-vascular after all. Still waiting for a scheduled visit to a cardiologist and starting stress testing and longer term monitoring. Meanwhile, lighter training and more recovery training. More working on diet and good habits which I already do anyways.
My housemate (the girl I share a floor with) suggested it could be post covid complication because cardiac problems are a common complication. I tend to agree if it turns out I do have some cardiac issues.... I would never suspected it actually because I was always an athlete and did the cardiac tests at least twice a year, even after quitting active sports. I did that when I registered to the gym all the previous times for recovery (from the knee injury) and for regaining fitness the last time.
This time I didn't do it yet because I am not fit yet. When I just started, before the vertigo, I just assumed I was fit enough to start from 0, so didn't pay for the full fitness test.
Anyways, working on some weights and abs makes me look less like a skeleton. I hope this summer I could gain enough to feel good in a swimsuit. My ideal weight goal is 48-50kg (I'm 164cm) I know it is still underweight but I'm realistic, gaining 10kg in a few months is not realistic.
Reply 13
Kathy89
OP
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Long time no see...
Update
Stress test was fine, long term monitoring without extreme physical activity showed nothing extraordinary, they consider to di a long-term monitoring with gradually increasing physical activity and getting to some sort of intense activity towards the end of the test (2-3 weeks of monitoring) to see if there is a sign of something.
I had no strange issues for over a few months so they think I recovered and the tests are just to see if it is cardio related. If not, they have no idea what it was and no need to test further because it seems like I recovered. Strange.
On the good side, I'm stable 43-44kg, eat well and except for weather related migraines and seasonal allergies I have no issues. I continue with swimming and gym at least 2 times a week. I wish the weather was better to take a walk. I tried a few times during the night but it is still very hot. This week will do a blood test to see if I have any insufficiencies or tendency to some and change my diet accordingly. So overall all good news.
Update
Stress test was fine, long term monitoring without extreme physical activity showed nothing extraordinary, they consider to di a long-term monitoring with gradually increasing physical activity and getting to some sort of intense activity towards the end of the test (2-3 weeks of monitoring) to see if there is a sign of something.
I had no strange issues for over a few months so they think I recovered and the tests are just to see if it is cardio related. If not, they have no idea what it was and no need to test further because it seems like I recovered. Strange.
On the good side, I'm stable 43-44kg, eat well and except for weather related migraines and seasonal allergies I have no issues. I continue with swimming and gym at least 2 times a week. I wish the weather was better to take a walk. I tried a few times during the night but it is still very hot. This week will do a blood test to see if I have any insufficiencies or tendency to some and change my diet accordingly. So overall all good news.
Reply 14
Kathy89
OP
20
Well, the last week was so productive I can't believe I made such a progress.
It's holidays here so I visited my parents and brother at my home town.
I asked a friend of mine from the basketball team to arrange a practice meeting with whoever left from the team and still in town, took a couple of days to arrange it and to arrange the court but we managed to make it. Initially we wanted to play outside but due to the war here it is not safe and we asked the team coach to practice on the school court and got the permission (somewhat because of me having the reputation of the good girl). So we met 5 people (out of the original team of 18-23 depending on the year). We mostly chatted about our lives but still played a bit. We are all too old and too injured to really play, what would you expect from 32-36 year olds. Later the boys from the school team started to arrive and joined us for a shooting game. I didn't expect I was still pretty good at shooting (passes and dribbling was not even close to what I was used to).
The next few days one girl from the team joined me for jogging/running (others where too afraid to go to the promenade far from shelters or buildings to hide at in case of alerts). I discovered that my stamina improved a lot and if I don't put too much pressure on the leg I can run 5k pretty good (not competitive) but still a good pace.
Cooking with mom and my brother's wife for a family dinner made me so happy to eat good home made food I didn't even counted how much did I eat but it was so good I'd like to eat like that everyday. It is something I really miss while working. Eating with people I like makes eating more of a fun than a necessity so unknowingly I eat more without feeling tired or sick. It doesn't happen usually.
I gained a bit of weight, I'm now 45kg, hope to gain more.
The weather is great so now when I'm back to the town I live I hope I manage to keep up with the running and maybe go to the gym again. I feel almost 100% back to normal. No signs of the vertigo or cardiac problems... so only the leg left...
It's holidays here so I visited my parents and brother at my home town.
I asked a friend of mine from the basketball team to arrange a practice meeting with whoever left from the team and still in town, took a couple of days to arrange it and to arrange the court but we managed to make it. Initially we wanted to play outside but due to the war here it is not safe and we asked the team coach to practice on the school court and got the permission (somewhat because of me having the reputation of the good girl). So we met 5 people (out of the original team of 18-23 depending on the year). We mostly chatted about our lives but still played a bit. We are all too old and too injured to really play, what would you expect from 32-36 year olds. Later the boys from the school team started to arrive and joined us for a shooting game. I didn't expect I was still pretty good at shooting (passes and dribbling was not even close to what I was used to).
The next few days one girl from the team joined me for jogging/running (others where too afraid to go to the promenade far from shelters or buildings to hide at in case of alerts). I discovered that my stamina improved a lot and if I don't put too much pressure on the leg I can run 5k pretty good (not competitive) but still a good pace.
Cooking with mom and my brother's wife for a family dinner made me so happy to eat good home made food I didn't even counted how much did I eat but it was so good I'd like to eat like that everyday. It is something I really miss while working. Eating with people I like makes eating more of a fun than a necessity so unknowingly I eat more without feeling tired or sick. It doesn't happen usually.
I gained a bit of weight, I'm now 45kg, hope to gain more.
The weather is great so now when I'm back to the town I live I hope I manage to keep up with the running and maybe go to the gym again. I feel almost 100% back to normal. No signs of the vertigo or cardiac problems... so only the leg left...
Reply 15
Kathy89
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Today I ran about 3km, half of it was with my partner who is not that fit. I was surprised I still can run so well despite not training for a long time. I was forcing myself not to run faster. It is hard to teach my brain not to run in a competitive pace.
I'm still 45kg, still not the best. At least when I'm with my partner we cook together and I eat more. I still try to set some notifications on my phone to eat but they are never when I'm free and can eat so 2-3 meals a day.
Running and being active makes me feel much better during the day. We will try to run more in the mornings we are together (with my partner). Hope it will become a real routine when we move in together.
I'm still 45kg, still not the best. At least when I'm with my partner we cook together and I eat more. I still try to set some notifications on my phone to eat but they are never when I'm free and can eat so 2-3 meals a day.
Running and being active makes me feel much better during the day. We will try to run more in the mornings we are together (with my partner). Hope it will become a real routine when we move in together.
Reply 16
Kathy89
OP
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Started training for the marathon event. The shortest distance is 10km which I want to participate in. There is an event every few months so I would be able to participate in one of them.
I want to run one before I do the surgery on the knee.
I want to run one before I do the surgery on the knee.
Reply 17
Kathy89
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Yesterday was really hot so I decided to go to the gym and renew my subscription. The prices went up again so I'm kinda disappointed but it was expected.
I did enjoy there, I mostly worked on running and a bit on the arms.
Happy to be 44kg. Still at least 5kg to gain. But 44 is a good progress.
Next month I'll be traveling to the UK and Italy for work so I won't be able to train much but I hope I'll be in a good shape for the summer.
This summer I think I'd be much more confident with my body and swimsuit. I also hope to be fit enough to run a 10km.
I did enjoy there, I mostly worked on running and a bit on the arms.
Happy to be 44kg. Still at least 5kg to gain. But 44 is a good progress.
Next month I'll be traveling to the UK and Italy for work so I won't be able to train much but I hope I'll be in a good shape for the summer.
This summer I think I'd be much more confident with my body and swimsuit. I also hope to be fit enough to run a 10km.
Reply 18
Kathy89
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Didn't do much the last month actually. Traveling, war, exhaustion. I'm so tired at work, I can't get enough sleep... I can't sleep more but I'm tired because I didn't sleep enough. Like it is enough to function for 5-6 hours but that's it, after that I feel completely drained of powers. I literally live on caffeine right now and it's very bad.
Yesterday managed to find some time for gym. It was nice. I weigh 45kg now so it is not good nor bad... my ideal goal is 50kg... sometimes I feel that my weight gain is not from exercises or eating more protein or something, but just natural thing that happens with age, it makes me even less motivated to work on anything but running. I still run sometimes when I can.
I look much better now... I'm still skinny, but not skeleton skinny. I wish I could gain weight faster. I want to look good this summer. Somehow I feel it will be my last summer of feeling young. Not really that pessimistic but more like realistic. If I run the 10k this summer and later going for the surgery, I will be out of running for a year at least... even if everything goes well I can only be back to competitive running at 39, and honestly, I don't think that at 39 I'll be still good with dressing and acting like a teen....
Yesterday managed to find some time for gym. It was nice. I weigh 45kg now so it is not good nor bad... my ideal goal is 50kg... sometimes I feel that my weight gain is not from exercises or eating more protein or something, but just natural thing that happens with age, it makes me even less motivated to work on anything but running. I still run sometimes when I can.
I look much better now... I'm still skinny, but not skeleton skinny. I wish I could gain weight faster. I want to look good this summer. Somehow I feel it will be my last summer of feeling young. Not really that pessimistic but more like realistic. If I run the 10k this summer and later going for the surgery, I will be out of running for a year at least... even if everything goes well I can only be back to competitive running at 39, and honestly, I don't think that at 39 I'll be still good with dressing and acting like a teen....
Reply 19
Kathy89
OP
20
My legs hurt... muscle growth, which is great!
I ran 10k+ yesterday evening at a good pace and my knee is fine with that. Today I will do a lighter training and maybe work on other parts too.
I'm so busy with work now and some mess at home. I'm glad I can escape for a while to run or work out, otherwise I'd probably had a melt-down already.
I ran 10k+ yesterday evening at a good pace and my knee is fine with that. Today I will do a lighter training and maybe work on other parts too.
I'm so busy with work now and some mess at home. I'm glad I can escape for a while to run or work out, otherwise I'd probably had a melt-down already.
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