I've found that I have had a keen interest in psychology and neuroscience from quite an early age. It isn't one of those "ever since I could read I have been obsessed with psychology" type of situations but throughout my childhood psychology has genuinely interested me.
But I never really took school too seriously as a means of getting into a particular career... I just got through it really, and in the last months of A-Levels I realised I should start taking it seriously and got A*A*A, took a gap year and now I have an unconditional to study Law at Warwick.
But I'm really questioning things. I'm having some serious doubts. Law is supposedly really hard and my heart isn't fully in it - I'm scared by it and how competitive it is etc. If Psychology / neuroscience wasn't such a 'coffee barrister degree' (as in if you asked what many mid-twenty-year-old costa workers did UG a lot would probably be psychology) then I'd do it.
A possible career path I like to imagine (which is probably very romanticised) is one that leads to me being a psychology professor, or maybe neuroscience, conducting research as part of the job. I'm just scared that it's so oversaturated, like law maybe, but without the great reputation a law degree has... so I'm off put by having ANOTHER gap year to apply for Psychology, or take maths and biology A-Levels for neuroscience where maybe I'll start having doubts again...
If I thought normally, I would probably have another gap year. But I don't... I'm such a doubtful person, that I'm positive that I'd doubt whichever path I take. I doubt everything, from meal deal choices to which shower gel to use (seriously, it takes me ages to decide what to take). I'm even doubting my own doubts, evidently. I just don't know if the doubts are large enough to warrant me not continuing with the degree.
Sorry for the rant.