Please help me 😢 (long, sorry)

Hi, I’m not sure why I’m writing this, I just need someone to talk to about this.
So basically, i gave in my options form a little while ago. I chose to do French (EBACC), Performing arts, sports science, RS and geography as a reserve option. My form was in late because my parents wouldn’t sign and I had meetings with my HOYs and Pastoral leader as my tutor wasn’t in. They helped a bit, but I was still really upset. Eventually, my parents signed and I thought it was going to be okay.
I bet you’re thinking ‘what’s wrong then?’ Well, I just looked at the courses again and saw how many GCSEs these give me if I get into my first choices (not geog)
-English lit: 1 gcse
-English language: 1 gcse
-maths: 1 gcse
-science(combined): 2 GCSEs
-french: 1 gcse
-performance arts: 1 gcse equivalent
-sports science: 1 gcse equivalent
-RS: 1 gcse
My problem is that if I get onto my first choices, I will leave school with 7 GCSEs with 2 equivalents maximum. However, if I’m being honest with myself, I probably won’t pass science , so it’ll be maximum of 5/6 GCSEs with 2 equivalents.
I want to go into Drama therapy and to get there, I have to go to college/uni (obv) and they say that the entry requirements (education wise) is 5 GCSEs including maths and English Lang. Therefore, I will have the absolute minimum to be accepted and I feel like I’ll be rejected from anywhere I apply. My school offers sixth form and it also says I can have 2 to 3 A levels or equivalent to be accepted, but I’m not entirely sure how ours works.
Basically, what I’m trying to say is I feel like I’m a failure and will always amount to nothing.
If you know, please tell me:
-how to get onto drama therapy course?
-will they accept me with gcse equivalents?
-do I need a science gcse to get onto them?
-am I always gonna be a failure?
-is this the end of my life if I fail?
Thank you to everyone who stuck around to the end and maybe answered my questions. I really appreciate your help and can’t express how much it means to me. Thank you so so very much 🤍🤍🤍🤍

i don't know about drama therapy course but I think you should focus on revising gcse and try to get the highest grade possible. Cos after gcse you have like 2 months in summer to think about all these as you will have a lot of free time. Doing bad in gcse is in not end of the world, as long as you try hard enought.!! Good luck!

Hi, idk anything about drama therapy, but i do know that youre not a failiure. If youre rlly determined and put effort in anything is possible. Never tell yourself you can do sm or that your a failiure. As long as youre committed the skys the limit!!