Hey Girls and Guys, i am from Germany and i am 21 years old. Two years ago i met a woman, i was 19 at that time and she was 22. She is oder than me. I dont what happend to me but when i saw i realized immediatelly that i liked her. I did not know that she had a bf at that time and they lived in an distanted relationship. So my feelings grew stronger because she did not mention him yet. She studied at the time on the university and i was in the twelve grade. We met because she was assigned to my little sisters as school helper. She came twice a week and i seriously got nervous each time, once it did happen, that i started, starring at her nonstop and she looked back to me aswell. It was a feeling that i will never forget, like it could go like an enternity. She got nervous but her body languages was open while looking back to me, so no crossed arms and legs. Obivously the next week she was defensiv but it was just that week because she met her boyfriend every two weeks. As time passed, during my graduation exams, i saw her and her bf in the city center. It really broke me, because couple of times she did not try to mention him and i believe she knew i liked her. She a jewelery around her arm with her name on it. When i asked who gave you that gift, she answered so fast my brother. Obviously she was lying, i knew it was him, and then on other day i found her bf was Football Player. So i asked do watch football, she said not really only Ucl. I asked with who and she did not mention him after asking the same question five times, i said to her Ucl is a tournament every month, so there must be one at the time she did not mention him and than she did. She hesitated a lot.
Coming back to the point, after i saw her in the City center with her bf. I totally broke me. The next day she came and we talked about him and i said damn, that really suits you and all that (obviously i was just hiding my pain there). So a week after she saw me distant and wondered what happend to me i just talked normally but less. The next day she came in, she tried to ignore me(she just did not say hello until i asked a question, she ignored me obviously because of him, only when she same twice a week to keep her distance) But when i walked past her and kept my distant that day i remembered that she was super nervous and said hello first. Two weeks later we met i was still shocked and hung out with other girl. She saw me writing with her and her reaction told everything. She was laughing about a joke of my sister and i put my phone out and she looked sad while i wrote a girl. On an other day same thing happend again, this time she really looked sad. And the body language at that time was matching me a lot. Like i take a cup water she took one, i put my arms up she did etc. She remembered my hobbys and all the other stuff wich was important to me. But i was unsure, if she liked me or she was just polite, obviously she had bf that was going through me. After i finished my 12 grade, i decided to study on the university. In this time i asked her how the process of applying for the university works and she explained everything in detail. But there was another thing the week after she came, she was so nervous and asked me, if i will study in the town where we currently live or will move out. She was super nervous, i gave closure about my plans that will stay in the city but perhaps move out in the future, at first she seemed relieved but after mentioning that i want to move out the fear i saw in her eyes was high.
That keeps me still wondering obviously she had a bf and i know i should not have approched her but she revealed him after four months. So my question was, did this woman actually like me?