Basically I’ve had a whole day full of bad news and it’s pretty much turned my college life upside down in terms of what I’m doing now and my university applications in autumn. This is (sort of) linked to my GYG but not really. I’ll link it here (
https://www.thestudentroom.co.uk/showpost.php?p=99329161 ). I could do with reaching more people though. I am (soon to be was) studying A-Level Maths, Further Maths, Computer Science and Statistics with 4 A*s predicted.
First bit of bad news: I’m being forced to drop one of my A-Levels whether I like it or not, I won’t be able to take exams for it at all. Originally I planned to stick with all 4 next year unless if we did Further Stats then I may have dropped A-Level Stats. Anyway, it looks like Stats will be going anyway because of the coursework in Computer Science already being started and I need Further Maths to get into Maths at any top university.
To add to that, I got rejected off my last 2 university programs today. That means I’ve been rejected off of all 10 (yes EVERY SINGLE ONE) that I applied to. HE+ doesn’t count as I got into this through college. I already had very concrete plans for my personal statement and today has thrown them into complete chaos. I definitely couldn’t put one together now good enough to get into Cambridge. Cambridge’s offer rate (i stress OFFER not ACCEPTANCE) for Maths is close to 35% which is quite high but I feel like it won’t take much for 35% of people to have a better personal statement than me now.
Third and finally: I’ve been doubting Computer Science even more too. I’m at the point where I want to restart Year 12 just because I absolutely hate it and none of my plans involve it. I would look at other colleges but it’s too late to apply and given what I’ve said about them and the people there they might not take me anyway (i understand this last bit is completely on me !!!!).
I just wonder what next? Cambridge has been a dream of mine for years and I can’t bear seeing it fading away right in front of me. I’m doing so much reading and research for my personal statement anyway but how could I put this into my personal statement without everything sounding the same and there being practically no variety at all? And would I be doing the right thing by pushing to retake Year 12? I would likely do Maths, Further Maths, Economics and Politics if this was to happen.
If read all that and you got down to the bottom you’re an absolute legend 🙏🙏🙏