i have anorexia and have suffered with it for years to my parents knowledge. i am now in recovery and have a select few foods i feel no shame or guilt in eating. my mum went out today and i asked her to buy me three things, plain chicken, rice, and plain thin noodles. she bought none of these things. instead, she spent 6hours at the grocery stores finding all of the “health” foods, which i’ve expressed are triggering and that i hate multiple times, like protein pork and health salads and green smoothies. i hate the taste, texture, and ingredients of all of these foods and eating them would cause a relapse. there is now no food in the house i am physically or mentally able to consume. i’ve been in hysteric tears for about an hour as i will be home alone for about 4 days soon and there will be 0 consumable foods for me in the house. they are shouting at me for not wanting to eat their high calorie, unfamiliar foods and saying i’m selfish. i can’t cope and this has triggered anorexia thoughts to come back. what do i do ?