I don't really know how to start? This post? So I'll just get into the gizzards of it; I'm completely flunking every test I do in class. I'm getting 9, 10, maybe 11 (if i'm lucky) out of 50 marks. That's an F. I don't get the content, I struggle to pay attention in class, and I can't drop it!
For revision, I'm trying to use apps like Quizlet and Seneca that make self-quizzing more entertaining than it usually is -- but nothing is sinking in. It feels like I do not have the knowledge to reinforce in the first place. I know a lot of people talk about how Biology isn't a big testbook you can memorise, and is instead a big, connecting spiderweb of information, and maybe if I could think that way it would make more sense? But all of the topics feel completely disjointed and seperate from one another and I can't figure out a way to join them up or visualise it any better (which, admittedly, might be my fault -- I have ASD.)
I feel slow, and stupid, and it feels like all my classmates are way ahead of me and are passing every exam. My mindset no doubt isn't helping here, but I cannot imagine a future where I don't fail Biology. I'm 100% screwed, and I really don't want to be. Does anyone have any resources they found helpful, or some advice they'd like to share?