I have a natural talent when it comes to dance, I was a self taught dancer and joined a dance school for three years where I uncovered I am quite good at singing, dancing and acting.
Many people have told me I have immense potential if I were to pursue it in the future which really got into my head without me realising, I feel like now it would be a shame if I didn’t pursue something I’m good at.
Because I was so caught up with everything people told me I auditioned for universities that only offer a professional dance and musical theatre course and have secured a place at Bird College in London. I am now starting to question my choices, when I think about the future I get scared of the idea of having an unreliable career, I feel like the constant assessments and focus on technique will make me lose my passion and natural ability when it comes to performing.
I can’t tell if that’s just because I am scared of moving so far away or if I genuinely just don’t want to go to uni, I feel like if I don’t go I’ll disappoint everyone around me including myself and I’ll lose out on a year but then if I go I don’t want to be miserable for the next three years and then not be able to get a job out of it.
Any advice?