Some context:
I’m 15, and for a while I have had this weird habit which has been making my life so much more annoying. It’s these small changes in my everyday routine that collectively frustrate me so much. For example, when I wash my face, I often spend -and I am not exaggerating- 30 minutes, trying to get the ‘right’ motions. I will brush my hair over and over again, even though the tangles are long gone, because it doesn’t feel ‘right’. Even drinking water - if my hand shakes whilst I lift the cup, I put it down and try again - so weird?? Literally everything in my everyday routine, I feel the need to do it again and again. I know I shouldn’t self diagnose, but that’s not really my goal - I just want to find out if this happens in general to everyone or specifically people with OCD, or any other mental disorders. It’s just that I want to find out whether I’m just over-reacting before trying to get self diagnosed. I’ve always been very picky with everything, but for a while it’s literally been annoying me so much because of how much time I waste. I don’t know, what do you guys think? Do I have the traits of someone with OCD or am I just a perfectionist? Either way, I really want to do something about it, it’s honestly so p*ssing.