I think I did good on p1 with the Macbeth question. ACC was an okay question with an abominable extract so I think I did moderately on that one.
But paper 2, omfg.
I knew it was gonna be a terrible exam when my pen exploded all over me as I tried to write my name but then I opened the paper and it was KAMIKAZE (I did poetry first because I didn't even have the words for section A)??????!!!!!!
I compared it to remains and talked about how they both present the affects of conflict on people to be long lasting and how in Kamikaze the grandfather faces the long lasting effects when he faces inner conflict during the conflict yet comes back and is now shunned by everyone and is treated like he died and went through with his task. Then how in Remains the speaker is still affected by the conflict years after (PTSD and all that good stuff). I definitely could have done better though since I only mentioned one structural device during that whole thing.
Unseen poetry was a godsend tho. I think I absolutely slayed that one so like, thats great right?
THEN SECTION A. In my school we study An Inspector Calls for English and when I saw Mrs Birling I wanted to smash my head against my desk so I did poetry first to think things over. Sleep deprived me came back to section A and thought "Well, I did DNA for performing so surely I know enough about that to write about it".
Now, thankfully one of the DNA questions was about power and control (for performing we had to look at the theme of power in DNA). So I was like, Oh, sick I can actually do this. BUT IM SCARED.
The only AO3 I really knew is that Dennis Kelly wrote the play during a time a lot of terrorist attacks were happening so I desperately weaved that into my response.
Ultimately, I talked about:
The groups social hierarchy.
The misuse of power and control by John Tate and Phil.
The ways their assertion of power and control over their group are different but still ultimately lead to bad things.
The use of teenage characters (audience can likely relate as most schools have a distinct social hierarchy)
cycle of violence due to the incorrect uses of power and control over the group.
Somehow managed to write 6 pages on the DNA question so maybe that's a good sign??????
BUT YEAHHHH, THIS HAS BEEN LONG BUT I JUST NEEDED TO WORD VOMIT ALL MY FEELINGS ON THIS EXAM SINCE I CHOSE LIT AT A LEVEL AND NEED A 6 TO DO IT SO IM HOPING THAT I COULD STILL ACHIEVE THAT EAFLHWJGLFKW.