I’m so confused.
Just phoned again to LIPA (auditioned 12th Jan for the BA Acting Musical Theatre course, got through to recall) and they’ve said some things that have confused me.
1) I haven’t received an automatic rejection, however I don’t appear to be on the ‘spreadsheet’ (I assume that means waitlisted?). So, I both have been theoretically ‘waitlisted’ despite not receiving a notification on that matter, as I haven’t received an auto-rejection, but I also haven’t been waitlisted as I’m not on the ‘spreadsheet’?
2) The woman on the phone said ‘ohh it’s July’, so I assume that means the date for my auto-rejection from UCAS, but that also makes no sense as I applied before the 31st of December, so my auto-rejection date would be the 17th of May.
3) Apparently my application has no record of (I’m a trans guy) my preferred name as the woman on the phone consistently referred to me by my deadname and seemed to have no knowledge of my preferred name - so has it been that my application has been lost? I don’t know.
In short, I’m so confused and scared.
I thought I was waitlisted since I hadn’t received a rejection, and that there had just been a complication with communication.
My preferred name (you know, my actual name that I auditioned with) is completely unknown on my application.
I have no idea what I’m going to do about accommodation if I do get in, and time is running out for me to go through clearing if I don’t get in.
I feel so invalidated and so frightened, I really don’t know what to do. They said they would get back to me ASAP but they’ve been saying that for five months.
What do I do?