To suspend or not to suspend

Very niche. I suspended at the very end of my final year to repeat my second semester but I’m not sure if this was the right decision as I feel myself spiralling a little bit. So I had 5 outstanding assignments consisting of 2 essays and 3 exams. I’m not as interested in my course as I once was and wonder if suspension is prolonging that feeling for the hopes at a better grade. I submitted my dissertation late and I’m very anxious about the outcome of that as that module determines 50% of the final grade of the year and 25% of the degree outcome while my dissertation is 60% of that module. Now if I repeat the semester I would do my 5 outstanding assignments and another 2 in hopes to bump up my grade. I don’t know what to do any advice would be appreciated. I’m also basically homeless in the country I study unless I leech off of kind people which I don’t want to keep doing as I already have during holidays during my degree. Will even knowing my result give me hope or motivation or will it just send me down a year of despondency for the grade. (Which is also very important for me) I would have 8 weeks to complete the 5 outstanding tasks which are 3 exams and 2 essays if I did it now. Also it’s the final year of an MSci which I kind of wanted to stop in my 3rd year but kept going partly due to parental pressures to keep a long story short.