hi, im y13 and hold a medicine offer but given state of NHS and PA takeover, poor pay and everything else I just cant see it being a viable career in the long run. in my work exp almost every doctor i spoke to told me if they were in my shoes to pick another career, that med isnt that great and i just ignored that, thinking id love it as a career, but do i really want to be studying for exams until im 40, by then will i even make a livable wage?? and by the time i get a decent earning consultant job all my mates will have married with kids.
i love medicine, i really do. All my work exp and all the reading up ive done - i just cannot imagine doing anything else. a very close relative of mine told me to pursue medicine and be a doctor before he passed, but do i really want to? i just dont know anymore. and even if i rejected my offer and did something else my family would be so disappointed. im at such a conflict with myself. who am i living for?
ive worked so hard for this, but now it just seems so... done with.