I feel so depressed

I don't know how to feel better... I'm stuck thinking about my ex
It's been 9 months since we broke up and I can't get over him like I love him and he loves me but my family forced me to leave and when I told him he broke up with me so I just left..
Ik this is weird but I made this wallpaper full of his pictures like today - idek why tbh...
This probably made no sense whatsoever but it feels better ig to type smth out instead of keeping it in my mind

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Anonymous #2

It's so normal to be sad over a breakup, although must be painful to go through 9 months of it. At least it sounded pretty civil, it was circumstance that broke you up and it's not either of your fault.

I've done pretty weird things as well, the worst I did was print off pictures of a guy I had a massive crush on and put them up in my flat. They had mixed feelings.

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Anonymous #1

OP

Yeah it is really sad and painful.. I feel as if my whole life has been ruined and my heart has been shattered
Idk if he's moved on yet or not but I do know he had been in 2 relationships before and it did take him years to get over them...
He was my first love and I know you see everything through a 'rose coloured lens' for your first but he was honestly the most loving and caring person I have ever met in my life- more loving than my own parents...
Yeah it was civil but I can't help but feel guilty, like he was so hopeful that this would work out but no it failed like all his previous relationships
Wow- did the guy see it!!? Icl though I would have probs done that too if I was in my own flat

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Anonymous #2

Original post by Anonymous

Yeah it is really sad and painful.. I feel as if my whole life has been ruined and my heart has been shattered
Idk if he's moved on yet or not but I do know he had been in 2 relationships before and it did take him years to get over them...
He was my first love and I know you see everything through a 'rose coloured lens' for your first but he was honestly the most loving and caring person I have ever met in my life- more loving than my own parents...
Yeah it was civil but I can't help but feel guilty, like he was so hopeful that this would work out but no it failed like all his previous relationships
Wow- did the guy see it!!? Icl though I would have probs done that too if I was in my own flat

I guess when you first fall in love with someone you always have a lens and that makes it more painful to leave. But it's not a competition, try not to focus on whether he's moved on already. Of course we all hope things could work every time, but fact is most relationships will end for different reasons, and you shouldn't feel guilty for something that was none of your fault.

He knew I had a crush but doesn't know it was this bad. He's makes me really depressed though, he's like perfect but doesn't even want to be friends.

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Surnia

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Why did your family want you to break up with him?

I feel so depressed

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