Hello,
I turned 22 a few months ago and I feel like because I have been focused my whole life on education I have missed out on so much - I barely have friends, I feel so lonely I wish I had spoken to people and not shyer away from situations and lived my life to the fullest and had experiences but I haven’t because I self sabotage or think I deserve to be in better company or something better it waiting for me. I feel so lonely. I watch movies and I am always in my room. I wish I had friends who I could trust and friends that were more outgoing so I could go out with them. Idk I feel completely alone.