Dear mature students. I assumed by posting in here there maybe a person that may have been or is in the same situation as me. I will try be as direct and as honest as possible.
I am 23 years old, currently lost asf. My dream course has always been medicine, to become a doctor and just help people, I would genuinely do it free that’s how passionate I am. Let’s go back a bit to 16. At 16 my year (2017) was the first year to do the number grade gcse, although attending an poor performing, unsupportive secondary school, I studied extremely hard, hopeful to achieve 7/8 grades but unfortunately I suffered from a severe head injury that cost me my GCSE. I was left with nothing, the exam board and school just practically said tough luck. I swallowed my sorrow and decided that life is unfair and it’s a big trial so I would do a business BTEC till things were better and re attempt the GCSE, I passed the course but they would not allow me onto the 2nd year as I didn’t have enough GCSE? And they didn’t enter me into the exams… okay tough. So I worked for the next year saving up to do the exams at a private exam centre, I tried my hardest but due to my severe head injury and long recovery time I practically failed with flying colours I think I got a 7 in physics but the rest were not good. Okay no problem.. I begged the same centre to let me do the A levels with them as no one would take me on.. I tried extremely hard, everyone was either dying or going to jail around me, I was feeling super depressed suffering feeling like a failure .. working so hard to save and study, I did okay at the end getting A A C, in Chem, psychology and Bio. But eventually overwhelmed with everything going on at 21 decided I needed to focus on recovery and getting mentally well.. I’m now 23 determined to get back onto the path of Medicine. The issue I face now is I was also supporting a household during these 2 years with the rising cost of living it was hard to save, also I know I need to redo the A level Bio and get an A, but most do not accept re sit. And with the GCSE I need to resit, but rising competition means I won’t even stand out, so what can I physically do to stand out. I even considered doing optom and then doing an Access to HE Medicine. But even then because of my A Levels I am not eligible. I know life isn’t fair so I don’t expect pity and I’m not feeling sorry for myself I just need advice on how to get where I need to be. I apologise for the life story I just want to be as honest and open as possible to get the right advice.