I just feel like over the years, I've just been becoming unhappier and unhappier. idk if its just to do with getting older - i'm nearly 19 - but everyone my age around me just seems to be so happy and having the best time of their lives. I don't even know why I'm getting sadder - nothing traumatic or stressful has happened like someone dying. I just feel like I'm wasting my life away. I feel like my best friends don't even like me as much as they say they do and I only feel like this because they take longer to reply or they hang out with people that don't like me. I feel like everyone has that special person in their life no matter if its a bf,gf, best friend etc - I have no one yet I do because it's not like I have no friends. It just feels like everyone I knew is somehow so far away but they literally aren't bc we still talk abt the same stuff with the same vibe. idk, i just feel the need to isolate myself more but idk why