Apprenticeships - HELPP

LillyTegan2006

I'm currently studying A levels in Photography, english literature and language and Criminology, and I just don't find them interesting anymore, so I'm sorta failing, even though I'm still in my first year of college. So I've applied to do a couple of apprenticeships such as National Trust and a teaching assistant, and I just, I'm scared and nervous and I'm just really hoping I get one, because I really just wanna get outta college and go into a more vocational side of education, and I'm just really emotional with it all. Just all of it. I have an interview on Tuesday for the teaching assistant one and I have to take an english and maths assessment and I'm really bad at maths, and I'm scared of not getting it. What happens if I don't get either apprenticeship? Should I just go into full time work?
Lilly