nia's summerslam main event ☆

welcome to my summer blog! if you don't know me already, i'm nia, i tak- no took maths, further maths, chemistry and physics for a level...
well, that used to be how i introduce myself. but now that doesn't mean anything... does it? now i sit in my bed, rotting away in my room, random sheets of paper everywhere, feeling like i have no purpose, because for the past 2 years, my only purpose was those 4 subjects... and as much as i discovered so much about myself in this time, how much do i really know?
this is the first time in my entire life where my future is genuinely undefined and unpredictable. i don't know where i'll be in a few months time, so instead of hoping for the best possible outcome in the future, why don't i embrace the possible outcomes of right now? what can i learn about myself in these months? how can i make myself a better person so that i know when the time rolls around for me to get back into education, i'm ready?
what can i try? what can i quit? what can i learn that isn't stem related? where can i go? what can i make?
what will make this summer more beneficial to me than the entirety of a levels? because what's the point in going to uni stressed when you can go in better than ever?
how can i make myself a more talkative, approachable person so i can easily connect with people at university?
maybe i'll update daily, maybe i'll update weekly! i have a busy week ahead (literally so much is going to happen) so maybe i'll even update hourly
maybe by the end of this, i'll have a completely different introduction...

welcome to my summer blog! if you don't know me already, i'm nia, i tak- no took maths, further maths, chemistry and physics for a level...
well, that used to be how i introduce myself. but now that doesn't mean anything... does it? now i sit in my bed, rotting away in my room, random sheets of paper everywhere, feeling like i have no purpose, because for the past 2 years, my only purpose was those 4 subjects... and as much as i discovered so much about myself in this time, how much do i really know?
this is the first time in my entire life where my future is genuinely undefined and unpredictable. i don't know where i'll be in a few months time, so instead of hoping for the best possible outcome in the future, why don't i embrace the possible outcomes of right now? what can i learn about myself in these months? how can i make myself a better person so that i know when the time rolls around for me to get back into education, i'm ready?
what can i try? what can i quit? what can i learn that isn't stem related? where can i go? what can i make?
what will make this summer more beneficial to me than the entirety of a levels? because what's the point in going to uni stressed when you can go in better than ever?
how can i make myself a more talkative, approachable person so i can easily connect with people at university?
maybe i'll update daily, maybe i'll update weekly! i have a busy week ahead (literally so much is going to happen) so maybe i'll even update hourly
maybe by the end of this, i'll have a completely different introduction...

welcome to my summer blog! if you don't know me already, i'm nia, i tak- no took maths, further maths, chemistry and physics for a level...
well, that used to be how i introduce myself. but now that doesn't mean anything... does it? now i sit in my bed, rotting away in my room, random sheets of paper everywhere, feeling like i have no purpose, because for the past 2 years, my only purpose was those 4 subjects... and as much as i discovered so much about myself in this time, how much do i really know?
this is the first time in my entire life where my future is genuinely undefined and unpredictable. i don't know where i'll be in a few months time, so instead of hoping for the best possible outcome in the future, why don't i embrace the possible outcomes of right now? what can i learn about myself in these months? how can i make myself a better person so that i know when the time rolls around for me to get back into education, i'm ready?
what can i try? what can i quit? what can i learn that isn't stem related? where can i go? what can i make?
what will make this summer more beneficial to me than the entirety of a levels? because what's the point in going to uni stressed when you can go in better than ever?
how can i make myself a more talkative, approachable person so i can easily connect with people at university?
maybe i'll update daily, maybe i'll update weekly! i have a busy week ahead (literally so much is going to happen) so maybe i'll even update hourly
maybe by the end of this, i'll have a completely different introduction...

welcome to my summer blog! if you don't know me already, i'm nia, i tak- no took maths, further maths, chemistry and physics for a level...
well, that used to be how i introduce myself. but now that doesn't mean anything... does it? now i sit in my bed, rotting away in my room, random sheets of paper everywhere, feeling like i have no purpose, because for the past 2 years, my only purpose was those 4 subjects... and as much as i discovered so much about myself in this time, how much do i really know?
this is the first time in my entire life where my future is genuinely undefined and unpredictable. i don't know where i'll be in a few months time, so instead of hoping for the best possible outcome in the future, why don't i embrace the possible outcomes of right now? what can i learn about myself in these months? how can i make myself a better person so that i know when the time rolls around for me to get back into education, i'm ready?
what can i try? what can i quit? what can i learn that isn't stem related? where can i go? what can i make?
what will make this summer more beneficial to me than the entirety of a levels? because what's the point in going to uni stressed when you can go in better than ever?
how can i make myself a more talkative, approachable person so i can easily connect with people at university?
maybe i'll update daily, maybe i'll update weekly! i have a busy week ahead (literally so much is going to happen) so maybe i'll even update hourly
maybe by the end of this, i'll have a completely different introduction...

welcome to my summer blog! if you don't know me already, i'm nia, i tak- no took maths, further maths, chemistry and physics for a level...
well, that used to be how i introduce myself. but now that doesn't mean anything... does it? now i sit in my bed, rotting away in my room, random sheets of paper everywhere, feeling like i have no purpose, because for the past 2 years, my only purpose was those 4 subjects... and as much as i discovered so much about myself in this time, how much do i really know?
this is the first time in my entire life where my future is genuinely undefined and unpredictable. i don't know where i'll be in a few months time, so instead of hoping for the best possible outcome in the future, why don't i embrace the possible outcomes of right now? what can i learn about myself in these months? how can i make myself a better person so that i know when the time rolls around for me to get back into education, i'm ready?
what can i try? what can i quit? what can i learn that isn't stem related? where can i go? what can i make?
what will make this summer more beneficial to me than the entirety of a levels? because what's the point in going to uni stressed when you can go in better than ever?
how can i make myself a more talkative, approachable person so i can easily connect with people at university?
maybe i'll update daily, maybe i'll update weekly! i have a busy week ahead (literally so much is going to happen) so maybe i'll even update hourly
maybe by the end of this, i'll have a completely different introduction...

yayy, good luck with whatever you do!

So excited to follow your summer!! <3

Omggg I’m so excited for this and that OP IS AMAZINGGG I was literally smiling whilst reading it 🩶
Hope you have the most amazing summer xx

"how can i make myself a more talkative-" says the biggest yapper
HAHA IM JOKING (pls dont kill me )
WHOOOHOOOOO EXAMS ARE OVER MLLL WELL DONEE <33
LOOKING FORWAD TO KEEPING UP WITH THISS
THIS IS SO MOTIVATIONAL AHH <3333

"that isn't stem related"
SO REALLLLL

thurs, 27/06/24
this was meant to be posted yesterday morning!! Also, please ignore the random capitalisations… I typed this out on a word document before posting it.
it’s been a long 5 days… (note: a lot of what I’m about to say is absolute nonsense! I wrote this sleep deprived at 1am.)
it all started on Saturday, when I was reintroduced to sonic the hedgehog (it's already going downhill i know). Sonic was a massive part of my childhood – I would play sonic colours on my ds, sonic generations on the ps3, mario and sonic at the 2012 olympic games...
Something about seeing something so familiar ignited something in me that reminded me of those days back then. Nostalgia, you could call it. so I took to my netflix machine (once my knowledge enhancer, pmt provider) and watched all of sonic prime in a day and a half. And let me tell you, that show was so good – I saw my annoying little self in annoying little sonic. and also shadow! He’s my fave character!! other than my ever-growing obsession with sonic, we arrive at Sunday! Sonic the hedgehog’s 33^rd anniversary, aka sonic’s birthday, aka MY 18^TH BIRTHDAY (it really feeds into my stupid delusion that I am indeed sonic). it was pretty anticlimactic to be honest… birthdays just don’t really hit the same anymore.
I guess this new found joy from sonic is a reminder that childhood joy still exists, that it doesn’t just disappear the first time you hear the letters g, c, s, and e together. I guess that’s why I’m so obsessed. because as I find my first job, and enjoy my last summer without any worries, I have something from my childhood to cling onto.
Moving on, Monday! I went on a stinkin’ hot London bus to get to B&M (the greatest shop ever, btw) to buy some wonderful gifts for some wonderful people. The past few months have helped me realise that I really like giving to people. I love seeing people smile at a kind gesture, whether big or small. It makes me feel better than when I get stuff for myself, is that weird? I’ve also been listening to a lot of phonk recently!
Tuesday suddenly rolls around and I remember my summerslam main event (the poor crowd members are waiting for miss nia to enter the ring!) and I’m sorry for not updating straight away, it just kept getting busier. I went to my local shopping centre and bought a dress and some long jorts. i got around 12k steps in that day, the heat had me feeling so faint.
How are you all finding the heat? It’s driving me insane. It was cold last week!
Now Wednesday. Back in town, up and down, buying congratulations gifts, buying cakes, because suddenly, out of the blue, I have a sister??? (i know, it just keeps getting more and more random) That was unexpected. It’s also another relative’s birthday so we’re gonna celebrate both together…
I also started watching jujutsu kaisen! (I know the main spoiler, and I’m not ready to get there)
Anyways, I’ve almost reached the bottom of the page of my word document, so I’m gonna wrap it up here.
Thanks guys for being a yap listener, maybe you all are the annoyed shadow to my annoying yapping sonic <3
More exciting spicy news to come! (what was i yapping about ong)
Love,
ps: i'm reading this now and i'm so sorry to put you through that 😭

thurs, 27/06/24
this was meant to be posted yesterday morning!! Also, please ignore the random capitalisations… I typed this out on a word document before posting it.
it’s been a long 5 days… (note: a lot of what I’m about to say is absolute nonsense! I wrote this sleep deprived at 1am.)
it all started on Saturday, when I was reintroduced to sonic the hedgehog (it's already going downhill i know). Sonic was a massive part of my childhood – I would play sonic colours on my ds, sonic generations on the ps3, mario and sonic at the 2012 olympic games...
Something about seeing something so familiar ignited something in me that reminded me of those days back then. Nostalgia, you could call it. so I took to my netflix machine (once my knowledge enhancer, pmt provider) and watched all of sonic prime in a day and a half. And let me tell you, that show was so good – I saw my annoying little self in annoying little sonic. and also shadow! He’s my fave character!! other than my ever-growing obsession with sonic, we arrive at Sunday! Sonic the hedgehog’s 33^rd anniversary, aka sonic’s birthday, aka MY 18^TH BIRTHDAY (it really feeds into my stupid delusion that I am indeed sonic). it was pretty anticlimactic to be honest… birthdays just don’t really hit the same anymore.
I guess this new found joy from sonic is a reminder that childhood joy still exists, that it doesn’t just disappear the first time you hear the letters g, c, s, and e together. I guess that’s why I’m so obsessed. because as I find my first job, and enjoy my last summer without any worries, I have something from my childhood to cling onto.
Moving on, Monday! I went on a stinkin’ hot London bus to get to B&M (the greatest shop ever, btw) to buy some wonderful gifts for some wonderful people. The past few months have helped me realise that I really like giving to people. I love seeing people smile at a kind gesture, whether big or small. It makes me feel better than when I get stuff for myself, is that weird? I’ve also been listening to a lot of phonk recently!
Tuesday suddenly rolls around and I remember my summerslam main event (the poor crowd members are waiting for miss nia to enter the ring!) and I’m sorry for not updating straight away, it just kept getting busier. I went to my local shopping centre and bought a dress and some long jorts. i got around 12k steps in that day, the heat had me feeling so faint.
How are you all finding the heat? It’s driving me insane. It was cold last week!
Now Wednesday. Back in town, up and down, buying congratulations gifts, buying cakes, because suddenly, out of the blue, I have a sister??? (i know, it just keeps getting more and more random) That was unexpected. It’s also another relative’s birthday so we’re gonna celebrate both together…
I also started watching jujutsu kaisen! (I know the main spoiler, and I’m not ready to get there)
Anyways, I’ve almost reached the bottom of the page of my word document, so I’m gonna wrap it up here.
Thanks guys for being a yap listener, maybe you all are the annoyed shadow to my annoying yapping sonic <3
More exciting spicy news to come! (what was i yapping about ong)
Love,

ps: i'm reading this now and i'm so sorry to put you through that 😭

thurs, 27/06/24
this was meant to be posted yesterday morning!! Also, please ignore the random capitalisations… I typed this out on a word document before posting it.
it’s been a long 5 days… (note: a lot of what I’m about to say is absolute nonsense! I wrote this sleep deprived at 1am.)
it all started on Saturday, when I was reintroduced to sonic the hedgehog (it's already going downhill i know). Sonic was a massive part of my childhood – I would play sonic colours on my ds, sonic generations on the ps3, mario and sonic at the 2012 olympic games...
Something about seeing something so familiar ignited something in me that reminded me of those days back then. Nostalgia, you could call it. so I took to my netflix machine (once my knowledge enhancer, pmt provider) and watched all of sonic prime in a day and a half. And let me tell you, that show was so good – I saw my annoying little self in annoying little sonic. and also shadow! He’s my fave character!! other than my ever-growing obsession with sonic, we arrive at Sunday! Sonic the hedgehog’s 33^rd anniversary, aka sonic’s birthday, aka MY 18^TH BIRTHDAY (it really feeds into my stupid delusion that I am indeed sonic). it was pretty anticlimactic to be honest… birthdays just don’t really hit the same anymore.
I guess this new found joy from sonic is a reminder that childhood joy still exists, that it doesn’t just disappear the first time you hear the letters g, c, s, and e together. I guess that’s why I’m so obsessed. because as I find my first job, and enjoy my last summer without any worries, I have something from my childhood to cling onto.
Moving on, Monday! I went on a stinkin’ hot London bus to get to B&M (the greatest shop ever, btw) to buy some wonderful gifts for some wonderful people. The past few months have helped me realise that I really like giving to people. I love seeing people smile at a kind gesture, whether big or small. It makes me feel better than when I get stuff for myself, is that weird? I’ve also been listening to a lot of phonk recently!
Tuesday suddenly rolls around and I remember my summerslam main event (the poor crowd members are waiting for miss nia to enter the ring!) and I’m sorry for not updating straight away, it just kept getting busier. I went to my local shopping centre and bought a dress and some long jorts. i got around 12k steps in that day, the heat had me feeling so faint.
How are you all finding the heat? It’s driving me insane. It was cold last week!
Now Wednesday. Back in town, up and down, buying congratulations gifts, buying cakes, because suddenly, out of the blue, I have a sister??? (i know, it just keeps getting more and more random) That was unexpected. It’s also another relative’s birthday so we’re gonna celebrate both together…
I also started watching jujutsu kaisen! (I know the main spoiler, and I’m not ready to get there)
Anyways, I’ve almost reached the bottom of the page of my word document, so I’m gonna wrap it up here.
Thanks guys for being a yap listener, maybe you all are the annoyed shadow to my annoying yapping sonic <3
More exciting spicy news to come! (what was i yapping about ong)
Love,

ps: i'm reading this now and i'm so sorry to put you through that 😭

welcome to my summer blog! If you don't know me already, i'm nia, i tak- no took maths, further maths, chemistry and physics for a level...
Well, that used to be how i introduce myself. but now that doesn't mean anything... does it? Now i sit in my bed, rotting away in my room, random sheets of paper everywhere, feeling like i have no purpose, because for the past 2 years, my only purpose was those 4 subjects... And as much as i discovered so much about myself in this time, how much do i really know?
this is the first time in my entire life where my future is genuinely undefined and unpredictable. I don't know where i'll be in a few months time, so instead of hoping for the best possible outcome in the future, why don't i embrace the possible outcomes of right now? What can i learn about myself in these months? How can i make myself a better person so that i know when the time rolls around for me to get back into education, i'm ready?
What can i try? What can i quit? What can i learn that isn't stem related? Where can i go? What can i make?
What will make this summer more beneficial to me than the entirety of a levels? because what's the point in going to uni stressed when you can go in better than ever?
how can i make myself a more talkative, approachable person so i can easily connect with people at university?
Maybe i'll update daily, maybe i'll update weekly! I have a busy week ahead (literally so much is going to happen) so maybe i'll even update hourly :d
maybe by the end of this, i'll have a completely different introduction...