It feels like no one loves me im adopted bio father was never in my life adopted dad is an alcoholic and has no idea what going on my 21 yr old sister moved far she was my best friend now wont say a word to me adopted mom acts like I don't know she hates me people only want to talk to me for their benefit I love god but sometimes it feels like he doesn't like me im 16 a share a room with my 11yr old brother mom wont let me have a phone or boyfriend Im not aloud to go workout at the gym I have nobody i've been hospitalized for my mental health and worked so hard to be a better me but to be honest I dont think im better for myself Im better for others so my family doesnt think Im crazy I want a FRIEND or even just one person who understands me I don't want to talk about boys all the time I want to talk about life and my future and how im gonna help the world I love shopping and skin care makeup making yt and tiktoks I love art I do track I dress up to take pictures I like picnics and fruit I wont be alive without music and im a girls girl I would post this anonymously but idc about that anymore my name is chozen people always say im the chosen 1 if so why does nobody care?

Hi lovely, it sounds like you're really struggling right now. From what you have said, it seems as though you just want somebody to understand you and someone you can find comfort in. You are going through a lot and it is understandable to feel this way, my messages are always open if you need a friend! As well as this, there are some great charities and organisations out there that may be useful to you. I currently volunteer for one of them and sometimes using these can make a huge difference to how you're feeling.
Resources:
If you are struggling:
Text "SHOUT" to 85258, free from all UK mobile networks.
Call 116 123 (Samaritan's)
Call 0800 1111 (Childline)
If you struggle with anxieties around speaking on the phone, SHOUT and Childline offer text services and Childline offers online forums, emails and live chat.

Crying isn't a weakness and it doesn't mean you're failing, it means you're healing. Whatever is going on now will pass with time, and you'll take these experiences and make yourself stronger. Too many people think crying isn't something a man should do, which is ruthlessly cruel potentially dangerous advice. Crying releases pressure and helps you to continue on and keep doing what you're doing.

If things are bad now, at least you can have an epic comeback story.