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Do me and this young thesis supervisor have feelings for each other

So I'm a research student and something ethically wrong happened. The supervisor stood up for me against a significantly older academic without fear for the safety of their own job. This supervisor is also highly attractive but I never really was going crazy over his good looks when I first net him. After he stood up for me, I felt like I was falling for him. I felt drawn to him and wanted more out of a professional relationship. It's been a few months and I'm harbouring feelings for him....I dream of him sometimes or he is in my fantasy.. I'm in his emails..he always replies even in the weekends ...he priorities replying to me over others as people have said he doesn't readily reply to them..... I flirt with him over emails and he teases me or says things like he's genuinely thankful for my honesty.... he clearly knows I like him but teases me. I told him I'd meet him in the evenings and he teases me by accepting my absurd requests and recommending times After 5pm but never actually follows through. I don't know if he's tempted or just emailing enjoys having a student show romantic interest but he knows he'll never pursue me... I like him alot..he's the kind of man I'd like to know more on a personal level. I don't want him to loose his job so I've reduced or stopped weekend emails so we both feel less emotionally connected. I'm driven with some moderately intense feelings of passion. When he is with me in real life, I long for him to kiss me and more... he teases me in real life with the word play in regards to experiments. I can't help but think about playing with him instead...I openly told him I like the idea of playing with him.. he encourages my nautihinesssin...idk