Head Vs Heart uni choice

Hi everyone,
So as a bit of background, I received the equivalent of A*A*A* in my BTEC last year. This BTEC was in business, and as I was unsure what I wanted to do and was offered several scholarships, I decided to attend my local university to study Management, which was similar to my previous studies so I hoped it would put me in good steed. I chose this as I knew business degrees had a good return on investment generally and wanted financial stability for my future.
However- while I had a small interest in some aspects of business, I soon realised I did not have the passion and motivation to study it at degree level. I generally achieve very well academically, but really need that interest to remain motivated, which I realised after several months of not enjoying my course.
After taking advice from family, friends, and staff, I decided to stick it out until Christmas and at that point made the choice to suspend my studies. I also put in a course change request to a degree at the same uni that covered much more of my true (poorer return on investment) interest- Ecology and Conservation.
It has now been several months since I left uni and I have idea whether I want to return to my uni to study this topic, study a similar course through the open university, or try and seek an apprenticeship that feels fulfilling.
I have a lovely job as student ambassador that I could return too, plus my scholarships to take into consideration. However the course is not accredited and the uni seems to be facing much financial strife and course cuts to the conservation department so it is risky to return.
I just feel really stuck. I don't want to waste my potential, but also don't want to be in another course that drains all energy and motivation from me. I worry that the lower standing of the course compared to other unis will mean a poor investment.
The university in question is the University of Kent.
Any advice would be gratefully received, as would any insight from current Kent Conservation/Environment/Ecology students on how their course has been, especially with all the restructuring that has gone on.
As an aside, I am an autistic student with anxiety. I was in receipt of DSA but unfortunately the support received from my supplier was poor and badly executed. This has made it extra hard to make my decision.

Hi everyone,
So as a bit of background, I received the equivalent of A*A*A* in my BTEC last year. This BTEC was in business, and as I was unsure what I wanted to do and was offered several scholarships, I decided to attend my local university to study Management, which was similar to my previous studies so I hoped it would put me in good steed. I chose this as I knew business degrees had a good return on investment generally and wanted financial stability for my future.
However- while I had a small interest in some aspects of business, I soon realised I did not have the passion and motivation to study it at degree level. I generally achieve very well academically, but really need that interest to remain motivated, which I realised after several months of not enjoying my course.
After taking advice from family, friends, and staff, I decided to stick it out until Christmas and at that point made the choice to suspend my studies. I also put in a course change request to a degree at the same uni that covered much more of my true (poorer return on investment) interest- Ecology and Conservation.
It has now been several months since I left uni and I have idea whether I want to return to my uni to study this topic, study a similar course through the open university, or try and seek an apprenticeship that feels fulfilling.
I have a lovely job as student ambassador that I could return too, plus my scholarships to take into consideration. However the course is not accredited and the uni seems to be facing much financial strife and course cuts to the conservation department so it is risky to return.
I just feel really stuck. I don't want to waste my potential, but also don't want to be in another course that drains all energy and motivation from me. I worry that the lower standing of the course compared to other unis will mean a poor investment.
The university in question is the University of Kent.
Any advice would be gratefully received, as would any insight from current Kent Conservation/Environment/Ecology students on how their course has been, especially with all the restructuring that has gone on.
As an aside, I am an autistic student with anxiety. I was in receipt of DSA but unfortunately the support received from my supplier was poor and badly executed. This has made it extra hard to make my decision.