I just got my first year results back and I’m so disappointed. I study architecture at one of the best unis in the world for it , but it meant there was so much competition and pressure that I struggled with. I went thru a lot first year and got acute psychosis which I’m now getting treatment for , but it means I only scraped a 2:1 in first year , and I’m so ashamed. Some of my design projects I got a 2:2 and it’s so disheartening and embarrassing. I don’t know how to feel, first years only 8% of my final grade, but I’m worried about the future and how I will do better. So many of my peers effortlessly get higher than me in so many modules, I feel like I’m not cut out to be at this uni. And my grades have just made me feel worse. Some modules I have no feedback and no idea how I’d improve. I keep trying to but I can never get a first in things and I don’t what to do.