Nevermind, you'll grow up one day and read this again and wonder what you were thinking... oh, wait that's right. You told everyone about the unimportant things because yu're young aand your hormones are driving you crazy without you realising it. Guy, forget about women. Concentrate on yourself and they will be attracted to you because of who you are as a person in the habitat you maintain. Forget the other people, they are not you and the FAME feeling of how many fans you have is ephemeral. Click your fingers and it is gone just like that.
You are the point of your life, not the girls, not the frenemy, you and only you.