is this weird??

hi everyone, i’m a 17 girl and i got broke up with about a week ago, obviously when i was in a relationship i didn’t really need things to pleasure myself but ive sort of being thinking of buying some toys as im definitely not getting into another relationship any time soon, is this weird? do you think i shouldn’t buy anything but if i do where can i get stuff from where the packaging is discreet ? do you think it’s weird for my age??