Help with my relationship!!!

My relationship has lasted 1 year and 7 months. I committed a mistake at the beginning which I regretted. I was talking to his friend before I got with him and then my bf started to talk to me too so I guess I was talking to both then my bf decided to ask me to be his gf. I said yes I didn’t see nothing wrong. I stopped talking to his friend for respect and loyalty. Me and his friend would only talk to get answers from me after. My bf saw all the other chat messages from before and he said I was cheating and stuff which I wasn’t but I couldn’t stop him from saying otherwise. I just got tired and accepted it as that. He cheated 4 times and treated me so bad till I got to depression like a form of Revenge. I accepted it. We started to see each other s lot more and he feel in love with me well that’s what he says. After so much mistreatment I got to a point where I simply don’t want him at all. Now he acts all lovey duckies and stuff and my dumb ass went and feel I love I just don’t know what to do. Also I changed the type of person I was for him.!!

My relationship has lasted 1 year and 7 months. I committed a mistake at the beginning which I regretted. I was talking to his friend before I got with him and then my bf started to talk to me too so I guess I was talking to both then my bf decided to ask me to be his gf. I said yes I didn’t see nothing wrong. I stopped talking to his friend for respect and loyalty. Me and his friend would only talk to get answers from me after. My bf saw all the other chat messages from before and he said I was cheating and stuff which I wasn’t but I couldn’t stop him from saying otherwise. I just got tired and accepted it as that. He cheated 4 times and treated me so bad till I got to depression like a form of Revenge. I accepted it. We started to see each other s lot more and he feel in love with me well that’s what he says. After so much mistreatment I got to a point where I simply don’t want him at all. Now he acts all lovey duckies and stuff and my dumb ass went and feel I love I just don’t know what to do. Also I changed the type of person I was for him.!!

My relationship has lasted 1 year and 7 months. I committed a mistake at the beginning which I regretted. I was talking to his friend before I got with him and then my bf started to talk to me too so I guess I was talking to both then my bf decided to ask me to be his gf. I said yes I didn’t see nothing wrong. I stopped talking to his friend for respect and loyalty. Me and his friend would only talk to get answers from me after. My bf saw all the other chat messages from before and he said I was cheating and stuff which I wasn’t but I couldn’t stop him from saying otherwise. I just got tired and accepted it as that. He cheated 4 times and treated me so bad till I got to depression like a form of Revenge. I accepted it. We started to see each other s lot more and he feel in love with me well that’s what he says. After so much mistreatment I got to a point where I simply don’t want him at all. Now he acts all lovey duckies and stuff and my dumb ass went and feel I love I just don’t know what to do. Also I changed the type of person I was for him.!!