Burnt out/low mood/depressed

I’m in year 13,I have never been so bored in my life, I’m not going to uni and struggling to decide whether a policing and UPS course at college is for me, I’ve left it too late yes I’m aware, then later go to uni once completed this course. I’m just so bored and have no motivation or energy to do anything, I feel really sad about leaving sixth form, hence only been there for two years rather than 7 years like the majority of others in year 13. I feel really sad and unmotivated, just want to stay in bed all day, I need something to do but I’m unable to enjoy anything and I just really miss studying and seeing my peers and teachers as a whole, I feel like time has stopped and I’m missing out. Just so bored with nothing to do and nothing that I completely enjoy anymore. Felt the same last summer, however, more severe, could this be seasonal affective disorder?

Do you have hobbies? Interests? Is their activities you enjoy doing?
Maybe you could take a walk or join a club, meet up etc.
There is a lot of support out there such as:
-The Samaritans, you can call 116 123, which is available 24 hours a day
-Mind, 0300 123 3393
-Saneline, 0300 304 7000, from 4.30pm-10.30pm
-The mix, 0800 808 4994, 11am-11pm
-SHOUT, text 852258, 24 hour text service
-Crises, 741741, text service
-Papyrus, 0800 068 4141, if you have thoughts of suicide or in emotional distress
-Rethink mental health, 0300 5000 927
-No Panic, 0800 138 8889
-Relate, they have a chat advisor
-Mental Health 24/7: 0800 008 6516
-hubofhope website, useful contact information for your local area
You can self refer yourself to talking therapies on the NHS website.
There is the mind forum
Also Facebook groups
You can join support groups
You can contact a crises team if things get very bad
Plenty of resources online, information regarding well being.

I would like to speak to a GP but I’m scared to open up to make an appointment

I am not allowed to drive due to a medical condition which affects my consciousness and awareness however, since making this thread I’m feeling a little happier on the odd day and I’ve got a little more motivation (to clean my room) through watching room cleaning motivation videos on YouTube and it really helped, there isn’t much progress been made in my room but I have gotten it in my head that it’s still progress, also been out with a friend and I felt that because I kept an eye on what I was spending and deciding if I really liked something before buying it and will I still really like it next month really made a positive impact on my mood. However I’m still pretty struggling and are going to try and talk to a GP and possibly get some tests done to see if I’m low in vitamin D as when I was in sixth form my head of year suggested that I may be feeling depressed and tired, also sickly due to low vitamin D