I believe you are under a misconception that all medical students are extremely intelligent and that things come naturally to them. I am a graduate studying medicine as my second degree and from my experiences and while there are student who are naturally bright and pick up things relatively quickly, the majority of medical students struggle, despite being top grade student while at school. The majority of medical students struggle to keep up with work, spend hours and hours and hours in the library studying literally, stuDYING, giving up on sleep, food and their life. I have seen students which such unhealthy study habits that it has made me wonder, is medicine even worth it if it requires you to sacrifice your entire existence, your mental health, your sleep, your relationships. The list goes on.
I actually received an unconditional offer to medicine as an A level student, my grades were AAB. Exactly not an all As/A*s student but I did get into medical school. I came from a widening participation background, none of my parents attended university, my school was underperforming, students in my sixth form were failing their science A levels and there was me who desperately wanted to pursue medicine. Despite getting in the first time round, I did not feel I was in the correct mental space to head off to medical school, move away from home at 18. I was struggling with severe anxiety and bouts of panic attacks which led me to withdraw from medical school 2 days before starting my course. Regret consumed me. I instead went to a local university and studied my back-up which was pharmacy. Those were 4 long years of my life, each day I regret my decision. I even felt dumb during pharmacy, not smart enough, stupid, lacked confidence. Funnily enough, I ended up performing top of my cohort 2 consecutive years at pharmacy school, attained a first class honours degree and then went onto get into medical school.
I am giving my background story to remind you that you don't need to have a conventional route into medical school, nor do you need to be the smartest. Moreover, I have seen the smartest students coming straight out of A level struggling with medical school so it isn't true that it all comes naturally or is any easier for them either. It is more so the personality trait of 90% of medical students that they must appear intelligent, must come across as being on A game at ALL times which isn't feasible. We all fail at some point in our lives. We all will fail. Without failure, there cannot be success.
Today, I realise how I made the best decision to pursue medicine as an ADULT with experience. As someone, who was ready to enter medical school, mentally and physically. I realised that so many of my medical student peers are either pursuing medicine for the sake of their parents , which I find rather stupid or the prestige of being called a medical student without the PASSION. The passion that I know I possess because I yearned to be here. I must thank pharmacy school for giving me the knowledge, experience and confidence to now be thriving in medical school with ease. I cannot lie and say I have not had late nights in the library studying, but it was never and never will be at the expense of my health. I will not and have not ever drowned myself in caffeine to study like a machine. What I am trying to say is what is getting me through medical school is passion and genuine interest in what I am learning, my desire to speak to my patients and genuinely show them my concern, my love for anatomy.
I hope this story helps you realise that yes, YOU TOO can pursue medicine and excel. Being a top medical student or even a medical student does NOT mean anything. It does not mean you WILL be the best doctor, It should not ever be something we feel is the pinnacle of success because in my opinion, someone who has sacrificed their entire identity, their health, their life just to be called a medical student has certainly failed at life.