Why do I enjoy studying?

Is this just me..
I’m going into year 12 in September and I’ve already started to study for a levels bc it’s actually fun?
Like I used to procrastinate and hateee studying while doing gcses, but maybe it’s bc I don’t think I’ve done so well in my gcses I’m motivated to get A* in a levels so have already started studying for them😭
And now I’m thinking why didn’t I like studying before I could’ve done so much better smh
And now I feel so much academic guilt like why did I have to enjoy studying AFTER when it was needed
Anyway does anyone else relate to this?

Reply 1

hfufdub466

ur just a nerd.

Reply 2

Anonymous #1

Original post by hfufdub466

ur just a nerd.

Nah I’ve done sh*t in my gcses I swear

Reply 3

hfufdub466

Original post by Anonymous

Nah I’ve done sh*t in my gcses I swear

same lol - but that hasn't motivated me to do better at A-Levels (Work-harder and Like Studying).
I do Maths, Further-Maths and Physics so I guess I did not had to study much anyway - more so practise/consistency.