super worried about my future after graduating

So basically you’re nervous because you don’t fully know what you want to do (pragmatically you sound like you want to work in a reputable solid industry with good prospects but you also sound like you don’t have a very strong passion you want to pursue), you’re also worried about having the right CV to do well in graduate recruitment.
1) the career bit: this is very common and is probably most people, often times what most people do in these situations is apply to many avenues as a graduate and then go with the best opportunity. IMO, it is generally better to try and focus on something. I know you have mentioned finance & big-4 but these are compromised of many different types of jobs (you have time to explore but you will do better with a focused goal).
2) these employers do NOT expect much experience, they are offering entry level jobs, they want enthusiastic people who are: smart, motivated, hard working, good communicators, empathetic, integrity (basically fit company values & generally a highly capable person)
3) i. experience and internships will make a HUGE difference, yes placements are competitive but you can take control of the situation. In freshers week of second year go & meet with your unis careers team (take a cv with you), try and find some example placement year opportunities and perhaps even draw up a first take cover letter.
ii. You can go on websites such as https://www.springpod.com/virtual-work-experience & theforage.com & do “virtual work experiences” today, and companies you have mentioned i.e. big 4 (ey, pwc, kpmg, deloitte) will ALL have these! These will give you some great stuff for your cv ahead of placement year & graduate job applications
iii start applying for placement years early, do a lot of prep for every virtual interview & online test (it is very tedious), you will get a lot of rejections & feelings of wasted time but it’s not, it’s just part of the process
iiii. Make sure you apply to different size companies: yes go for the big multinationals (but theybare crazy competitive) also apply to medium size companies, and regional boutique smaller ones. With a placement year you really looking to learn & develop and this is more important
v. Find all the networking & careers fairs going on at your university
vi. Maybe find a local charity or event going on & volunteer - this stuff really helps expand your understanding of the world, gives you stuff to talk about in interviews & looks good
Try not to worry, rather then feeling anxious or concerned use that as a fuel to push yourself into being a proactive person getting on with putting yourself in a better position. The fact you’re thinking of this stuff now puts you ahead of the curve on graduate recruitment.
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hey thanks so much! that really helped calm me down, and also gave some perspdctive so thank you!
yeah, i guess my main "worries' came from kinda having a passion..and then slowly over a year seeing that passion slowly go away a bit , and then also seeing lots of people complain about the market and all of that kinda took its toll on me
i guess i was also stressed about comparing myself to others..where they do lots of internships and/or have idk more respected? part time jobs while all i had was tutoring a family member lol -
but for sure when september comes ill look for internships/placement years (im in the east midlands tho so im not sure if theres anything like within 2hrs - and idk if moving to london for a couple months is worth it, but if i have to i will 😆 - i guess this is where the fear of me not getting a placement comes from , i dont necessarily wanna move super far for it)
i guess maybe i over estimate what employers really want, because i see some things luke "grads with no experience have no chance in the job market" and people getting firsts but being unemployed for years - but i suppose this could be exaggerated a bit, and an exception - or at least not totally the norm?
but yeah thanks for taking the time to respond! i was using the question as kinda a way to just write how i feel, but thanks for the advice! ill try and act on it and see how it goes , i still have 2 years so idk if i have to panic as much as i have lol
also sorry for writing so much maybe xD