So my bf went on a trip to ladakh.Now.5 months earlier,they started to plan about his trips.I myself have always been very excited when he goes out because he sends me pictures and also my family mostly takes me to small sdistance trips.So,i asked him who all are going in the trip,he informed me 4 months ago that its his mom dad,an office colleague of his dad and his son and wife,an old couple and one uncle and his relative who are all colleagues of his dad,I asked him very clearly if any female whos is of his age or closer is accompanying them? and he answerd no.To give some background,i am not comfortable with him going ontrips with females who arew literally just 5 years or 7 years elder to him,not because of my mentality or smthing but because the last trips he went o all females who accompanied them were of close age groups in 20s or ust 30 and wore pretty skin showing dresses.So this time i clarified it out and was pretty assured.I went on asking this to him frequently in these 4 months and he would answr that no no ,no female i going and stuff,all people are 30 above.
I was reassured,finally yesterday he landed in kashmir and just for asking i asked who all are there with you guys and to my astonishment he said that there is this daughter of an office colleague who is there with the.I couldnt believe and asked him againa nd he confirmed it,on telling why he lied to me all this while he said he was scared,and also gave excuses that she was above 30 and that she was enagaged and ********.I feel like a clown..I invited him so many times ,laughed and cried on his chest for reassurance that hey will you be allrigt there?He looked into my eyes and told me so many things,but for once did he not mention that she was going.He knew it from the get go.What should I do?I feel veryvery confused