gcses:
maths-6
english language-7
english literature-8
biology,chem,physics-5(yea ik im disgusted too)
i was looking forward to doing physics a level and chemistry as level at sixth form, but now im ****ed. i probably cant even do psychology which also requires 6s in science, and i want to take it at uni, and in order to take psychology at uni u need at least one maths based subject. i mean i could do history but im not interested in any of the other unimportant ugly subjects like sociology and philosophy and ethics and media studies like where the **** is that gonna get me 😭😞🤞LIKE BRO THE ONLY SUBJECT IM DEFINITE ABOUT TAKING NOW IS ENGLISH LITERATURE AND THE ******* SIGN UP DAY IS NEXT THURSDAY LIKE HELP A GIRL OUT (ik u lot cant help i js need consoling fr like i cant physically cope)
and not only that i feel super embarrassed and ashamed and disgusted with myself like dirty and unclean idk.
and my friends keep asking what i got and i cant cope because im the dumb one in the friend group, its sickening, and ik i sound like a **** friend but i cant hear ab their successes and achievements i just feel like im trapped on a pedestal while mfs are throwin tomatoes.
i did good on the unimportant subjects like history, re, french, but i dont want to take those at all.
atp i dont know what to
so overall:
in order to do chem as and physics a level i needed a 7 in maths and chem/physics
u need 6s in science to do psychology
and psychology in uni needs a maths based subject
so yeah overall im ****ed and i need to retake which is more embarrassing like i just feel dumb and stupid.
like ive even emailed all the teachers but theyre probs laughing at me rn, like they told me to take trilogy higher and i said no and they said fine get 5s, AND I GOT 5S THATS SO EMBARRASSING TOO SO I CANT FACE THOSE JUDGEMENTAL SWINES EITHER🤩
IM TELLING U RN THIS IS WORSE THAN ANY SORT OF *****Y BREAK UP OKAY LIKE MY FUTURE BE ON THE LINE IM GONNA BE STUCK IN THIS SHITHOLE FOREVER😔😕
so yeah overall i hope u guys enjoyed my cute little vent on the current crisis in my life muahhh💋🍓