Uni struggles

I struggled with first year uni I found the course hard and I was depressed I’m at Loughborough and I thought of changing uni for the first two terms then third term I decided to stay now it’s summer I’ve been really happy and not really thought about uni but I now really don’t want to go back I looked into clearing and found a few courses I might enjoy but at less “good” unis but in places I think I would be happier. My freind in my house has recently dropped out and changed uni so my housing situation is less than perfect I have friends in Nottingham which I saw a lot during first year which is probably why I stayed at Loughborough, I have been thinking of not doing uni maybe looking for work somewhere but I’m really struggling to know what to do I have so much anxiety to go back I feel like I’m struggling to find a society I fit into my first year flat was awful now I have no clue what to do weather I should go back to Loughborough or start again somewhere I only have two years left so I could push through but I felt so lonely and unsettled in first year that I don’t know if it’s worth it. Sorry this post is so all over the place but any advice plz